Ah, this was actually such a hard decision…
So, I’ve been posting on TikTok for a while now, and a week ago one of my oneshots blew up, making me receive tons of notifications. The views and likes were still growing even today. There were a lot of people, who enjoyed my work, yet a lot, who didn’t, too. I definitely wasn’t prepared, that the smallest hate comments could crush my heart :(
It started with one person, with whom, I think we had worked it out, but the more popular the video got, the more haters appeared.
They said my work was concerning and disgusting.
At first, I wanted to apologise for making them feel disturbed, though I had already done it, saying that the stories are fully fictional, all of them are made for entertainment purposes and only the names/appearances of the idols are used, because I don’t want to make any assumptions about their real lives!
(I don’t support shipping idols romantically for real)
But after a lot of thinking and two days of zoning out, I thought that maybe what I do really IS a problem?
I admit, that my fiction may cross the line…
Maybe some people actually find this disturbing, concerning, disgusting and are angry about it? Maybe this really is a threat to my beloved friendship? Maybe I should stop this?
I have limited the access to my videos, though I will continue posting here.
Hopefully, I’ll gather my confidence back and upload something in the next few days!
Thank you for reading <3