dirty flowers

- لقد وصلتُ للساحةِ بعدَك، لكنني تمكنت من معرفة جميع خطواتِك التي قمت بها قبل رحيلك..انتَ مضحكٌ للغاية ياصديق..وتثير احراجي للغاية بسبب تصرفاتك. 

U can't handle it, so much pressure on me till august

I hate this i wanna cry

It's weird, yet so cute..i love it 

it was a rough day yesterday lol
          but at least i was one step closer to death
          still sad bro

silence
          darkness
          pain
          then i dont remember anything
          except of people yelling and trying to wake me up
          i wish i just died.

i really died yesterday
          they re glad i survived
          but i am not...

Sometimes i think..woah, i' alone. Everyone's just an illusion. There's just me. There..standing alone

Because i'm sad, mate..it's because i'm sad. 

- I don't want to die or kill myself. I just want to close my eyes and disappear.