princessbitterfly

"it's still the same", he said but I know everything has changed

princessbitterfly

No. It didn't happen. I didn't visit him. So that means I am not that really impulsive. To be honest, I  really wanted to see him.  I mean, I still want to see him but,  I don't want to lose that pinch of self-respect. 
          This thing is really insane but I more than ready to prepare or list topics just to talk to you every day. Yeah , so pathetic, right? But it's okay.This is me. This is my love language but I'm nit saying that I love him. I just want him to feel that he is special for me. However, fate , destiny or whatever you called that thing , had been so hard for me.