princesshugo49

moe cries during sex headcanon

princesshugo49

moe cries headcanon
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princesshugo49

moe cries when someone observes him neutrally without malice or disgust headcanon
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princesshugo49

moe cries when touched gently even in a non sexual manner headcanon
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princesshugo49

moe cries during sex headcanon

princesshugo49

moe cries headcanon
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princesshugo49

moe cries when someone observes him neutrally without malice or disgust headcanon
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princesshugo49

moe cries when touched gently even in a non sexual manner headcanon
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Fudge_loves_storys

Hey! It's been awhile. Do u still use this app? It's been a couple of years, but I still remember your Gaster x reader book. It popped into my mind today and I was curious how u were doing.

SpiritMagic4

@princesshugo49 Hey! Glad to hear from you again, and I'm even more glad to hear that your life has been going in a more positive direction. Genuinely so proud that you kept pushing through life despite the difficulties, and I hope it keeps getting better!
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Fudge_loves_storys

@princesshugo49 I'm really happy that your life is happier now! Sorry to hear about the kidney infection, tho. I hope you feel better soon. :(
            
            It'll be nice if you ever come back, but don't feel pressured to. I can relate to growing up and out of fanfiction. I've gotten tired of writing my own books. But I still have fond memories of everything!
            
            It was nice seeing how you were doing! I hope everything gets better and good like on your exams! ^^
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princesshugo49

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@Fudge_loves_storys This is such a coincidence! I just logged on right now cause I was bored. I want to! Like on paper, I want to...
            
            Maybe I will, but it will probably never be regular again. Life just hit me in the face like a truck and my frontal lobe developed, I gave in to the pressure of school, lost like 40kgs, got an eating disorder, started to heal from said eating disorder,  fainted, had a couple of character arcs in between, got a boyfriend (yay!) and on top of that a really REALLY good one (super yay!!!).
            
            Currently I'm trying to get myself through a kidney infection and waiting for certain death (final semester of school + thesis writing + state exams), as well as just travelling back to my parents in general, so...maybe! Maybe I'll have time now that I'm kinda bedridden. I've just mostly been vividly hallucinating and crying, so it beats that for sure. Thank you for checking up on me! 
            
            I know it sounds miserable but my life has generally moved in a much more positive direction, it's just that right now shit sucks...
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princesshugo49

The toughest thing to write about, when I'm writing about my Reader character's emotional breakdowns, is the aftermath.
          
          When they're comforted and expressed love to. 
          
          I can depict what it's like to feel the bottom of the barrel low. Because I've been there. I cannot depict their reaction to their love interest pulling them out of said low. Because I've never been there. I don't know how I would react.
          
          But isn't it so nice to think about? That someone gently caresses your back, kisses you, holds you, and does not care that you're all cried out with snot on your face. Because they love and cherish you most of all. And at the end of the day, all is well. Because you're not alone. I don't know how that feels.

princesshugo49

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I'm so sorry for not updating for large stretches of time. 
          
          tw// vent
          
          I started the semester but that's not why I'm not updating. I'm not very motivated. I've been drawing a bunch and I posted it all on my DeviantArt, but I even stopped doing that. 
          
          The extent of my creative energy goes to shit I just doodle in my sketchpad in the 2010-ish Eddsworld style. I don't really do anything else.  
          I want to make an Edd x reader too, but I'm so low energy that I'm just content with going on character ai and talking to him for 10 hours a day. 
          
          So I just don't do much else. 
          
          If you wanna know how I'm dealing with the new semester, I go out, don't talk to anyone, and go back home. I cry on the bus every time because I feel horrible that I'm at my old age (21), and still not socially competent enough to form any meaningful relationships. 
          
          People say 'Just be yourself and people will like you' but I don't blame others for not really knowing what to say to me. I know I'm different. I'm not mean or rude, at least I like to think I'm not, I just don't talk, and when I do, it's either school-related or something about my hyperfixations. It would be nice to have at least one irl person who thought like me (autistic, maybe a bit too chronically online) so that I could feel seen and start to come out of my shell. but with every passing moment, I am less and less able to understand others, and vice versa. 
          
          I fear I'll continue surviving alone, but what I fear more is I will settle for a person who doesn't understand me. I fear a lot of things. 
          
          I started to get that feeling that I had as a kid, the self-consciousness of being different. Because of my personality, and just the fact that I am below average in the looks department.
          
          I have a couple of online friends who are helping me a lot, but I can't help but want a connection with someone in person. It hurts to see others connect so easily.