prinxeneko
i don't know who i am
like personality
i'm so confused
i've always been what i thot others wanted me to be
and now i don't know
who i really am
and i still want to be
what others want me to be
but i'm
not anymore
and wen i was
it wasn't a good thing
because i
wasn't myself
and
no one
actually liked me
they liked the one who
did watever they wanted
and was
watever they wanted
but i don't
want to be
perfect anymore
because perfect
is the worst
perfect is so good
that it isn't
perfect is so bad
it seems good
perfect is the last thing
i want to be
but i still
try to be
and i don't
know how to
stop.
but i want to
and need to
because everything
making me closer to "perfect"
makes me feel
fake
perfect
is fake
i don't know
why i'm
saying this
or why i
say anything
because everything
i say
seems fake
and not
something
i would say
-nefelibatas-zephyr-
princey, you are amazing. you could be nothing and i would still love you(/p). it doesn’t matter what others want, what matters is you. start doing the things that you want to do and you’ll figure out who you are. if people don’t like that then they suck, if they don’t like the real authentic you they didn’t deserve you anyway.
