prnbox

Absolutely devastated. I'm in a haze. When does it ever get easier? It's like I keep on forgetting momentarily....then I remember and it feels like I've been stabbed straight through my heart...

prnbox

@champagnelovers- I cannot even bring myself to watch old clips :/ I just saw a few tiktoks online and started tearing up
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champagnelovers-

EXACTLY. SAME. i was watching 1d + solo liam interviews and yk it was great for a while and then i remembered 'we will never see him again' and then i start bawling 
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prnbox

Absolutely devastated. I'm in a haze. When does it ever get easier? It's like I keep on forgetting momentarily....then I remember and it feels like I've been stabbed straight through my heart...

prnbox

@champagnelovers- I cannot even bring myself to watch old clips :/ I just saw a few tiktoks online and started tearing up
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champagnelovers-

EXACTLY. SAME. i was watching 1d + solo liam interviews and yk it was great for a while and then i remembered 'we will never see him again' and then i start bawling 
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prnbox

God do I feel sick. It's like the grief and sorrow is weighing down on me. All of five of them were supposed to sit together around a bonfire discussing old times when they were old and wrinkled, not meeting at a funeral....how do I make others understand the sorrow I am carrying inside me .... How do I even make sense of this? It doesn't even feel real. I keep on forgetting it ever happened because how could this be???

prnbox

Yeah no. I am not ready to believe this. my heart and mind cannot even process this is real. I was supposed to be 70 not 17 when something like this would happen...we will all remember you liam with sm love and longing...rest easy, rest in love, rest in longing<3 you had a difficult life here, you hurt yourself and others but you needed help, you were supposed to have a happy ending...not whatever this was :/ I don't think even you knew it was going to be fatal when you jumped but wherever you are, I hope you'll be better than you were here <3 
          
          Rest in peace and lot of love liam Payne, forever 31 :/

bbystarcandy97

@prnbox fly high angel, may his soul rest in peace   T~T
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imaslutforlouist

omg hi remember me

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@prnbox thats even more fucked *crying emoji*
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prnbox

@imaslutforlouist OMG THAT'S A HUGE COMPLIMENT LYSMM •́  ‿ ,•̀ the school didn't set the paper but had some outsider do it for what reason no one knows (〒﹏〒)
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iamaprettywitch0

I really appreciate you taking out the time to read my story. I hope you enjoy it. Please let me know if you do, I would love to hear your thoughts in the comments. Thank you!!! <333!!!!

iamaprettywitch0

@prnbox Really glad to hear that, thank you so much!!! <333!!!
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prnbox

@iamaprettywitch0 i loved it sm ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ
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