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ty for the follow!

Happy birthday to my brother!! Guess how old he is now guys

Omg my b-day is tomorrow

somewhat random note 
          do you have a phone number? 

(pt2) i'm not even on drugs and I have parents and I have had friends, but what is wrong with me? Why am I like this? Why can't I be normal. How  can I give love if I cannot love myself. Do I give love to compensate for the love I cannot give myself? Will anyone ever love me? It feels so wrong and I feel so undeserving. I get jealous when ever my friend talks to someone else. I am the oldest of 4 kids and I'm in an unfair trio. Its like I am never a first choice. I'm sorry to anyone who got the notification for this.

I want to be so brutally bent over a table and fucked until my brain is so fogged up I can only scream the persons name and moan utter nonsense. I want to have some one who will do free use/CNC (consensual non-consent ) on me. Its just concerning how badly I want to have my legs spread for someone as they tell me what to do as they grip my hips, thighs, waist, tits or whatever. I don't care. I want someone to come behind me, while placing soft kisses on the sides of my neck then whisper in my ear to get on my knees while I'm doing something just to suck them off or eat them out. Its not the taste, sight, or what noises they make but its the feeling. The feeling of being wanted, being needed, pleasing some one in a way that they want me to do it more. I want to be held, I want to hold, but Im scared they might break in my touch, I miss my irl friends, but at the same time, I don't want to see them. I like my online friends better tbh. But anyways back to the topic. I want to be a sub for someone or a dom, I don't care, just in someone's presence with a lustful atmosphere. Them to tie me up not tie me down. To love me and touch me and break me into blisters that refuse to come out of place and hurt them. II want to be owned. I want to own. I'm not sure if I'm a switch or a sub, but I don't care. I want to just be loved until they cannot love me anymore, until I cannot love them anymore, and then they have to rebuild it all for it to be the same and then do it over and over again until I can even forgive myself for the things they have done. I feel disgusted with myself, and deranged. I hate having sex or stuff being the only things on my mind when nothing else is. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate being hypersexual and only loving myself when others love me. I hate having to crush my urges by fucking myself instead. It makes me feel gross. It feel so wrong but so right, so bad but so good. I found forbidden pleasure in the pain.

I love Serialkillerfox

New pfp!!

I kiss the scars in her skin. 
          I still think you're beautiful
          And I do not ever wanna lose my best friend
          I scream out "GOD YOU VULTURE,"
          "BRING HER BACK OR TAKE. ME. WITH. HERRRRRRR!!"