kyōka was no stranger to shutting down her emotions .. but for some reason ,, at this moment ,, she just could not bring herself to do so .. she continued to gape ,, and stare ,, and not breathe as she stared upon the horrific scene .. her hand slipped from her mouth ,, down to a pocket that held a phone that she was given to contact anyone ,, " she [ she ] need it " .. right now ,, she didn't know if she would need it or not ..