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someone give me motivation to write chapter uhhhh... 8? 

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!TW (ex. disorders, w**jin)!
          
          i'm really tired of seeing w**jin's situations, everywhere on social media and it's hurting my soul that he was doing all of these to himself, girls, and to our boys. i just can't stop thinking of that and i keep on having mini anxiety attacks whenever i do think about it. 
          
          i thought i was ready to come back and write stories, but after seeing the situation right now, i can't really anymore. i've been trying to stay active on other social media and whenever i do go on, i keep seeing it and it literally hearts my heart that seeing someone that hurts so much people.
          
          i can't really talk to my friends and i'm just sitting on the call, being quiet, and just spacing out. i'm literally crying and my heart is aching so much. i just really can't anymore.

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so my ateez thanxx ver album has came yesterday and i'm feeling really good today and i wish i had pulled out yeosang because he's my bias, but i got wooyoung and hongjoong. dhsfdknxd i mean those are beautiful eeK o(^▽^)o