If she doesn't want me, why give birth to me? She knows her life will be ruined because of me. Everyone's life is ruined because of me. Did God really create me to destroy people's lives? If so, then why? Does God like it? Does God enjoy every single lives ruined because of me? She should've get an abortion. She should've. Doesn't she know? Her 'daughter' is bringing despair. Her daughter is a mistake. Her daughter can't do anything right. Her daughter should have never exist. If she never gave birth to me, she would've lived a happy life with dad. Just like in Disney. Where princesses doesn't have to worry about anything. Doesn't have to worry about the mistake they give birth to, and doesn't have to worry about their charming prince dying.