prosternation

i think i'm going to be at this low low activity moment for at least another month and a half. i never really struggled academically before but now due to family issues and other personal matters that somehow resurfaced all at once, i let myself go far too much and need to cram more knowledge than i originally thought. i swear you miss a few days in med school and suddenly you feel like you're months behide </3. i suck at balance so whenever i start to study a bit obsessively, i end up forgetting about everything else. i'm rarely on discord or here these days; it's just that i'm too tired to put enough effort and make somewhat logical replies. i feel bad about it and i'm really sorry for not answering regularly. i can't tell when things will get better exactly but i'll be around more often eventually.
          	thank you for being patient with me! if you wish to end the roleplay we have going on/we plan on doing, it's totally understandable too. enjoy your day, my loves. ♡

corpscuts

my love, I’m so sorry you’re struggling! hope everything gets sorted soon <3 missing you endlessly mwah 
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prosternation

this talented child to burn out student timeline is the realest thing ever
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prosternation

i think i'm going to be at this low low activity moment for at least another month and a half. i never really struggled academically before but now due to family issues and other personal matters that somehow resurfaced all at once, i let myself go far too much and need to cram more knowledge than i originally thought. i swear you miss a few days in med school and suddenly you feel like you're months behide </3. i suck at balance so whenever i start to study a bit obsessively, i end up forgetting about everything else. i'm rarely on discord or here these days; it's just that i'm too tired to put enough effort and make somewhat logical replies. i feel bad about it and i'm really sorry for not answering regularly. i can't tell when things will get better exactly but i'll be around more often eventually.
          thank you for being patient with me! if you wish to end the roleplay we have going on/we plan on doing, it's totally understandable too. enjoy your day, my loves. ♡

corpscuts

my love, I’m so sorry you’re struggling! hope everything gets sorted soon <3 missing you endlessly mwah 
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prosternation

this talented child to burn out student timeline is the realest thing ever
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astralisveil

i’d love to role play with you someday!

prosternation

@astralisveil     my motivation for roleplays is a bit low right now due to my classes so my activity isn't the best currently. but you can add me on discord [ coeurvide. (with a full-stop) ] and we can chat about any potential ideas, if you don't mind that! i adore your theme by the way. <3
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helaenaddict

missing you and idk why i wasn't following you anymore <\3 the way i keep having messy dark historic context in mind and just think of you 

prosternation

@helaenaddict     i'll just admit something stupid — i got self-conscious seeing you weren't following me anymore and kind of stopped myself from interacting more. my overthinking got the best of me </3  and now let me become a somewhat functioning adult again because i see how strange that was of me. making it my personal mission to yap daily with you again because i miss you lots. and you thinking of me when you think of a messy dark historic context is truly the biggest compliment i've ever gotten.
            
            this context is going to play in my mind in my last seven minutes and i'm not even joking. the most tragic, tension-filled, doomed lovers story to ever exist. now i miss making the lives of the fictional characters miserable with you even more and our ocs too
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helaenaddict

just in case : we had a vampiric victorian context going on and we used to yap daily <\3
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prosternation

if you ever see me say anti-targaryen, I don't mean maekar and baelor

astralisaureile

@prosternation } your honor maekar is a single mom who works two jobs- he's trying his best (i literally love the two of them)
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prosternation

what is it with grrm and doomed brothers
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prosternation

I tidied up my space for books enough to set up a shelf solely for my dc / star wars comics along with some figures and other fandom accessories I own. The fact it looks pretty is my main source of happiness during study breaks.

hopeless_rxmantic

@prosternation  I understand the satisfaction, you're so real for this, my star
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prosternation

I realise how much of my money is in these books. I really should have picked less expensive hobby.
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prosternation

The omnibuses take a ridiculous amount of space but anyways, I'll continue buying them. And my windowsill is now all about The High Republic books (they're color-coded, I love it) and asoiaf saga.
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