𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒎𝒆 . . . 

                𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑷𝑳𝑬𝑺𝑺, 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑷𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑻𝑬. 

that was the only way to describe the current state of the protector who died doing exactly what her title granted her. 

                 SHE'S 𝑰𝑵𝑽𝑰𝑺𝑰𝑩𝑳𝑬 for the most part & she's desperately 𝑨𝑪𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 to touch someone, to touch something. but she can't. not until magnus gives her and her brother what used to be something that belonged to the herondales . a necklace . for both of them.

                  it was frightening to know what her future was. it was frightening that all it was was 𝑩𝑳𝑨𝑪𝑲 𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺. and maybe that's all her soul was now. dark and empty.