@proud_bi_kiwi
i'm in a rare good mood, and it's so weird cos i haven't been in a good mood like this since like august or september last year (we had pajama day, and it was spring, and the weather was awesome, and the daffodils and blossoms were out and it was just so good)
Heyy f4f??
ALSO FELLOW NEWTMAS SHIPPER?!?!?!
i'm gonna rant a bit here. (this is what i came onto wattpad to do, but i immediately forgot lol)
okay, so for someone reason, it is an abnormal thing for me to be feminine. i'll decide to wear lipgloss or mascara, and everyone looks like i've smeared shit all over myself. or if i wear more stereotypically feminine clothes, or decide to grow my hair out.
it fucking pisses me off. it's like, i wore pants and a waiscoat to my formal two years ago, now it'd be ridiculous if i decided to wear a dress ever again. I WASN'T THE ONLY GIRL DOING THAT- SHE DOESN'T GET WEIRD LOOKS IF SHE DOES FEMININE THINGS. you should've seen the look on my mum's face when i asked to wear a dress to year 9 formal. bitch begged me to wear pants again
i've been cutting my hair quite short since i was 10ish, and i'm gonna grow it out now, and apparently that's weird. since i've got short hair, obviously that means i'm either trans or a masc lesbian who won't ever touch makeup. NO.
i don't get makeup, but my little sister who's fucking 12, is allowed makeup. i don't know anything about makeup (except mascara, lipstick/gloss, and kinda the eyeliner you put on your waterline, but all of those are shit and i only have mascara/lipgloss). the thing is, i can't go out and buy my own stuff, because i live in the middle of nowhere, so we've only got a supermarket, a hardware shop, and a dairy. the only way i'll get makeup is if my mum decides to buy me some when she's in chch, auckland, or wellington for work. but i'm not the favourite child, and she doesn't think i'd EVER want to wear makeup.
people are also always really shocked when i paint my nails. I PAINT MY NAILS ALL THE TIME, sure, that's to prevent myself from biting them, but also cos they look really pretty. I PAINT THEM ABOUT TWICE A MONTH (they're red and look really good at the moment btw) like, my fucking god. I CAN WEAR A FUCKING CROPPED SHIRT AND SOME MASCARA AND HAVE PAINTED NAILS FFS
@Her_Royal_Slytherin haha thank you. also, oh no, hope you get to use it or smuggle it, kinda stupid if your friends are saying that :/ idk them tho, they could be lovely, so sorry if that seemed rude
@proud_bi_kiwi And, my father doesn't let me use makeup AT ALL. And my friends are like, why don't you use makeup. Well, hello? I'm not allowed to use it.
the sprinkler's hitting my window since my bedroom's right outside the rose garden, and for a sec i thought it was raining, since even though it's summer, it's been raining quite a lot
i was BREATHING and i just heard my ribs crack. HUH?? WHAT?? SORRY??
ayy new pfp
why do i keep launching my phone around omfg
heyyy im a directioner & larrie & marvel fan, wander if u wanna make friends? I hate that watty doesnt have dms now
honestly wanna change my pfp so bad, like this one is hideous, but i've had it for over a year so idkk
@Her_Royal_Slytherin yeahhhh i guess, but like it kinda looks a little funny, and has literally nothing to do with me, so i was thinking of using a photo of benson boone as a new one or something but idk
roight so i'm probably disappearing for a week again, we're going to the west coast for some trip for some reason, and i'm not sure that there'll be super good internet, so i might not be online
@proud_bi_kiwi Have fun!!! (Do you live onthe north island or the south island?)
