proud_bi_kiwi

THE METALS PROJECT IS DONE THANK FUCKING GOD I ALMOST GAVE UP. IMMA JUST DO THE MATHS AND NUMERACY SHIT ON THE BUS TOMORROW BECAUSE I CANT BE FUCKED RIGHT NOW AND I WANNA GET AT LEAST 6HRS OF SLEEP

lmao im listening to queen while writing and researching stuff about amalgamation. why is that actually so funny to me tho

how cooked am i? ive got an entire nature of mixtures project due tomorrow p3, and two double sided homework sheets due p5, and i havent started any of them lol. oh, and ive gotta go to my poppa's birthday party from like 5:30-8:30pm

i was just about to mention how ive got pretty bad anxiety rn, and i havent had that in ages, but i just checked my mood tracker and the last time i recorded 'anxious' was like less than two weeks before it started happening again, but hey, still a good while, yk?

im so confused rn

i had one of those days that just has way more anxiety than usual, but then one of the fics im reading was like entirely just really cute fluffy stuff omg 

HELP- MY MUM JUST STRAIGHT UP SAID "your granny's a hoe" AND DROPPED SOME FUCKING CRAZY FAMILY LORE- 
          
          LIKE APPARENTLY MY GRANNY WAS DATING THIS DUDE (WHO SHE NEVER ACTUALLY GOT OVER EVEN AFTER MARRYING MY GRANDAD??) BUT HER DAD SAID HE'D DISOWN HER IF THEY GOT MARRIED SO THEY BROKE UP OR SOME SHIT AND THE DUDE'S BEEN MARRIED LIKE FOUR TIMES BY NOW, AND MY GRANNY FUCKING SLEPT WITH THIS MAN WHEN HE WAS STILL MARRIED TO SOME OTHER LADY
          
          AND SHE'S STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM- LIKE MY GRANDAD'S DEAD (rip even tho u died when mum was a teenager and i never met u) BUT STILL- THEY WERE MARRIED FOR AGES AND THEN MY MUM SAID THAT GRANNY JUST DROPPED ALL THIS AFTER HE DIED-
          
          LJKE DAMN, GRANNY

i just spent like 2½hrs writing a oneshot and now its 12:30 but im sposed to get up in like three hours cause my mum's got a race

wattpad, please give me back my notifications on the app. im gonna delete u again if theyre not back today

do i have abs??? wtf i am shooketh