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after what happened between us,     i’ve made sure i never made that mistake again with anyone else.     never even had an std.     but you like to make assumptions because of what i’ve done to you.     and you know what    ?    you think i don’t regret it    ?    you could have gotten out of that mess.     really.     but you didn’t.     you could have lived your life and i could have stayed.     maybe i would have matured.     but because of what we did,    what   /   i   /   did,     i ran.     and that’s all i know of what to do now.     and it’s all i will ever do.    but my business is not your business.     your daughter is not my business.     maybe i’ll pop in a few times because of how i pity her for what i did to her,     but i will not be her father.     i can’t be what she wants of me.     and i never really am supposed to be accustomed to love.     my game is just to enjoy my damn life    !    do my job and have the sex i want.     love has no place in the life built for me

@PrivEnforcer                   that’s just the problem isn’t it    ?    you don’t care about anything unless it’s about bettering yourself   ,   your wants  ,  your needs  ,  your career    ,   or even your sex life  ;  and I do hope you stuck a warning on your junk before you sugar daddied anyone , gave them a little warning of the risk of having sex with you , unplanned pregnancy , and std  — no  gonorrhea , heard you gave that to a girl when you moved schools , bet you started wearing protection after that .   do whatever it is you do , keep thinking the world revolves around your wants and needs , but here’s the thing I’m not going to control my daughter because you can’t handle a little bit of confrontation, you want her to stay away ? file a restraining order , though , I’m sure the judge and jury would find it funny that you’d file one against a child you impregnated a thirteen year old with , left , and never paid child support for . so , you can either be miserable all your lonely life or you can learn to be loved by your beautiful daughter who is HERE , because i promise you she is the only person that will ever love you .

i don’t give a care,     carmen     !     not while I’m working.     control your damn daughter.    she can see me when im not working,    and that’s all i’m offering.      im already dealing with children who PAY me.     i don’t need to deal with actual children who will think im some kind of horse to them.    or some sugar daddy.     talk to her because i am not going to yell at a child if i lose it 

yeah . .  i kinda - sorta went to my da --  blake's job  & possibly pissed him off again  & forced him to give me money  ?  i just wanted to see him again because last time i saw him he was actually nice to me  .  he gave me that pink stuffed cat for christmas  ,  remember  ?  so i thought things were gonna be different  .  clearly i was wrong  .

@soiledpurity              well   ,    considering you didn’t ask me before doing this ‘ something ’   i’ll take an educated guess and say i’m not going to be  . 

@mikaelsinner         runaway baby i’m guessing   ?  no judgment here  ,  mine did it all the time .  i didn’t see her but check by  the little pond  on the other side of the playground    ,     they let the kids feed the birds   —   

i think its pretty badass  .  i assume you're a strong woman now after having a child at such a young age   .  how old is she   ?

@freakists              well , i try not to emphasise that fact about me , but yes . and i'm sure she’d love too . 

oh ,  mine takes two seconds .  it’s lazy !  i can give you some tips if you’d like .

@cosmetologies               thank you  !  some good setting and heat protection spray is all i use  but i’m  actually jealous of yours — if i try to put my hair up in a bun it looks like a rats nest . 

you poor thing  .  for me there was only '  pull out or don't have sex at all  '  .  

@infernaregina                 by believing that ‘trust me’ was a good form of birth control     .   

@coffeeandlatenights               be sure to have your intro  , body paragraph , conclusion .  the text cited page needs to be in MLA format as well   .   if you need an example there are some links on the class page   .  

@provenstrength ❀࿔₊° ⸝⸝
            
            awesome ! thank you so so much i’ll have to you by the end of the day ! i’ll work on it in my free period , in art because im allowed to . and probably in pe cause i still can’t do the physical part ! so i’ll see by the end of today , tomorrow at the latest .

@coffeeandlatenights                eliza   ,   hello     .       there is an extra credit essay you could do on the short story “ the no-guitar blues “ but you would have to turn it in by next Tuesday  in order to get full credit because of how close we are to the grading period ending   .