I converse with u in my silence I send words that are not heard but my heart knows that u hear me I dream of u every night I see u approaching ur hand reaching out to me I wake up clutching the air do u realize that I live half of me with u in dreams and the other half is being eaten away when I am awake? I don't k my days after u They are all the same as if they were a long, endless night and when the universe is still I feel ur pulse creeping into my chest.