@pssTomato
I accidentally unfollowed someone again (T＿T)
I only follow 4 people, so my profile doesn’t show the full list—when I opened it, I misclicked and hit the button. This is literally the second time it’s happened. At this point I’m too scared to follow her again because of my own clumsy mistake.
I’m sorry. I don’t even know if you’ll ever see my profile, but I swear I didn’t mean anything by it. I like you and I’m really sorry ( p′︵‵。)
The community updates here just keep getting worse. They turned the old notifications into this whole “updates” thing, and now I can literally see when people I follow bookmark books.
Like… I really don’t need to know what they’re saving. I love these people, genuinely, but what someone keeps in their bookmarks feels kinda private to me. And honestly, why are we timestamping it too? That part is just unnecessary.
@pssTomato andy had her time and so did cissy tbh I think it was pretty equal and don’t worry HAH
@ParisNtexaz Btw I’m drafting a bonus chapter rn and I’m lowkey stuck. I feel like I didn’t give Andy enough moments but also it kinda feels like the series should end here??
@ParisNtexaz Omg that was actually me. I unfollowed by accident and immediately followed back (Ｔ▽Ｔ)
I’m feeling a lot calmer now—or maybe I should say I’ve just accepted it.
In just the past couple of weeks, one bad thing after another has happened, and now each situation is already set in stone with a bad ending. Neither I nor any of my friends who wanted to help could change the outcome.
One of these events had me completely anxious and upset. Because of a manager’s oversight, my official retirement date was pushed back by at least six months—totally through no fault of my own. At the time, I completely lost it; I couldn’t control my emotions. Just to clarify, I’m not in my fifties or sixties yet. I don’t mean any offense—I just want to say that even though I still have a long way to go before retirement, adding six extra months on top of that made it really hard to laugh it off or pretend it didn’t matter.
If only one bad thing had happened, I would’ve stayed anxious and sad. But when the number of bad things crossed a certain point, I strangely became calm—because life couldn’t possibly get any worse.
@ParisNtexaz Trust me, I considered the villain arc. But the person responsible has already passed away, so I don’t even get a proper antagonist
No you are so real for that because if my retirement age was EXTENDED my boss wouldn’t see the back of me for a long time
I've caught a cold again, can't stop feeling drowsy, and am pulling through the toughest month of February
@ParisNtexaz Okay that made me melt a little... Thank you for checking on me, I’m doing much better now ^^
@ParisNtexaz I knowww, went full brain melt mode last night, but you’re way too sweet for caring
I did not know you liked Resident Evil and am so nervous you have read a little bit of my book HAHA
@ParisNtexaz Don’t be nervous, I am reading it, I’m just a slow reader lol. I was obsessed with RE 8 for a while too. Dani is literally my baby. Honestly when I first saw that you’re into both the Black sisters and the Dimitrescu sisters I was like ??? excuse me ??? that’s literally elite taste. So yeah the second you followed me I followed you straight back lmaooo
HAPPY NEW YEAR LIL BUDDY
@ParisNtexaz Happy New Year, sweetie So happy I got to meet you this year—and not gonna lie, I’m kinda amazed I actually stuck with writing a novel for this long, because patience? never been my strong suit. Anyway, thank you sooo much for reading and supporting me. Love you tons
Merry Christmas lil buddy xoxo
@ParisNtexaz Aww thank youuu! Merry Christmas to you too, lovely! Hope you have a warm and amazing one!
too sad to write
So... I'm gonna write some cute stuff, but sorry not sorry, the gut-wrenching angst is calling my name