I really feel like crying right now! I made a stupid, spur-of-the-moment decision and lost a friend who was like my sister! I really wish I could disappear and move back to Southern California or to a completely different state or country and start over. But, what's the point? Bad luck will probably find me there too! It seems like I was born on the worst possible date! In fact, I would even go so far as to wish that I was never born! I even bet someone will take this the wrong way!