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guys, i've been off social media for some time, so i need somebody to check instagram for me, mkay?
          
          DID ALEX PRAKKEN AND SAMANTHA "PEANUT" POLLINO GET ENGAGED?!!?!
          
          I JUST SAW A BROADWAY.COM VIDEO, AND SAM HAD A GREEN EMERALD RING ON HER LEFT HAND RING FINGER
          
          SOMEBODY PLZZZZZ
          
          I'M DYING TO KNOWWWWWWWW

STORYTIME!
          psa: this is not how you shut up children
          
          okay, so  basically, my mom had to step out of the house for a quick second, and she left me with my 2 year old brother (i'm 16, so it's not illegal or anything like that) but essentially, this child was being really extra. and he wasn't hungry, Cars was playing in the background, i wasn't on any electronic or anything, my full attention was on this dang child. but he was still being a little extra. so I offered him a jolly rancher candy cane. i unwrapped it like one does, and handed it to him. I turned away for ONE SECOND to get the remote from the other side of the couch, before hearing a *crunch* 
          
          my head WHIPS around, and i see this kid MUNCHING on the candy cane. and i was like "oh nononono you don't bite a candy cane, you lick it" and he knows how to lick candy and shit bc he loves lollipops. so this child looks at me, laughs at me and crunches on the candy cane again.

hehhehehehehehe
          
          if you didn't know, today i'm going into NEW YORK to see THE GREAT GATSBYYYYYY
          
          one little downside... 
          
          because this is literally my dream to even breathe the same goddamn AIR as Sam Pauly, Eva Noblezada, JerJor, Noah Ricketts, and the rest of the amazing cast, my brain will not fall asleep.
          
          like, i laid down in bed at 9pm, so i could get 7 hours of sleep, to leave the house at 4, get to the train station by 5 for the 6:15 train. but INSTEAD...
          
          I'VE BEEN AWAKE. THE WHOLE. TIME. 
          
          i'm literally shaking bc in less than 12 hours, i will be in New York, watching Gatsby!! 
          
          and bc i'm sleep deprived, but whatever

okay, i'm back on.
          
          been a while, but i broke my ipad AND phone, so wattpad has been a bit lower on priorities recently.
          
          here's the rundown.
          
          after a lot (and i mean A LOT) of consideration, i'm unpublishing "My Light"
          
          this DOES NOT mean i'm deleting it. it just needs LOTS AND LOTS OF EDITING.
          
          my initial intention with "My Light" was to not change Angel's name, plus a whole bunch of other things. one decision (changing angel's name) which at the time, i thought was good, was actually not at all, and offset the rest of my plan with my story. 
          
          i'm working on the oneshots, and i'll be on that soon. if i'm not, feel free to bug the shit out of me and comment on my profile.
          
          again, "My Light" is taking an editing hiatius before returning whenever i decide. 
          
          thank y'all for literally putting up with me disappearing and promising one-shots when i don't even post them. we're trying to get back, bear with me

guys, the way I didn't know the Broadway theatre turned 100 years old yesterday...
          
          but happy late Christmas too all those who celebrate, or everything else ppl celebrate, I am personally celebrating getting through 2024 so yayyyy
          
          ALSO, GUESS WHOS SEEING GATSBYYY
          
          I don't femme if I posted something about this before, other than I won the tickets, but yeah Im seeing it the DAY BEFORE Jeremy leaves!!!!
          
          that's all, I'll start writing soon,  but I'm currently being forced to partake in family activities with the judgy aunts and grandparents who comment unnecessarily on my weight...
          
          (K Howard style woo)

i have listened to jeremy jordan for 14, 032 minutes this year. 
          
          i either have a problem, need mental help, or both. 
          
          but it’s jeremy jordan, so…

the way i forgot my own book is written in 1st person, not 3rd

Todays song recommendation is…
          
          Rather be Me, from the Mean Girls musical!!
          
          And this is because…
          
          MY HIGH SCHOOL IS DOING MEAN GIRLS FOR THE SPRING SHOW!!!!!!
          
          AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!
          
          Janis has been a dream role of mine for years now, and i would absolutely love to play her
          
          MANIFESTING

it’s Jeremy Jordan and Sam Pauly’s birthday!!!
          
          and in honor, today’s song reccomendation(s) are both songs featuring Jeremy and Sam.
          
          1. Too Late to Turn Back Now - Bonnie & Clyde Musical
          2. All You Wanna Do - Six
          
          Sam’s might seem obvious, but it’s truly a good song, especially fitting into today’s day and age… 
          *sigh
          but Jeremy’s is just a banger, and that’s fact.

Okay guys…
          
          So theres like, a lot of instagram takeovers/lives and stuff today across broadway. But basically, i was watching Helen Shen’s live for her playbill takeover, and hopped off to watch Sam Pauly’s live.
          
          And all i see are like, mean, hate comments to Sam???
          
          HELLO!??!
          
          And you could see like, sam’s expression in her face, and i was like… genuinely what the fuck?!
          
          Then poor Sam’s like “I’m gonna go now, and I’m not gonna save this live…” 
          
          WHO THE FUCK, IN THEIR RIGHT MIND, INSULTS AND BULLIES THE SAM PAULY?!?!
          
          istg y’all imma throw hands like…