psycsyh

Soo… I may have told all my coworkers tn that I wrote fanfics in my free time… sooo… that happened 

Okay, but why are the old Snapchat filters actually goated? Like no thank you, I want the 2014 filters. Why did I have to be 6 when those were popular?

There’s only two things in life that I need.
          
          A humidifier and hysterectomy. Both I could use right about now. I’ve been sick which sucks cause I was on vacation when it started, but everything is so dry. Had been there and back. Right now I’m in my room, laying down with my eyes close and my lips are so dry I could probably peal both lips off in one go. Now suddenly my period started and my cramps have been extra bad lately.
          
          Last peoripd they were nothing. I thought finally, my hornrons must of been messed up and it’s better. No more heat flashes, bad periods, and what ever else was the other thing I can’t remember. Well the cramps that make me literally not able to do anything as they’re happening are back. 
          
          This Thursday when I get paid I’m ordering a humidifier for next time. I’m not going another sickness without one. 

I hit my elbow at work, now it hurts :(

Who was gonna tell me Percy Jackson is fucking amazing? It’s so hard for me to find books I like and so typically I only write, and NEVER read. But oml, Percy Jackson is so good. I’m only half way through the first book and I can’t stop thinking about it. I want to know more now, I want to read all of the first series. I’m in love with this book, I am so fucking glad my sister has me her old ones after I got her a new set. (Well what was intact still… which wasn’t much and why she needed the new set. But hey u got the first 3!)
          
          My issue with books is I can’t stand most writing styles, I’m the same with fabrication and it’s why it’s so hard for me to read anything even though I love it. But Percy Jackson is so similar to many of the other books I’ve fallen in love with. If anyone’s reading this and has any books recs after I finish these masterpieces, lmk. 

Anyone have some book recommendations?
          
          I like found family, hurt no comfort, hurt with comfort at the end, preferably more easy to understand reads (I tend to forget stuff right after reading so….). I love massive hurt and no topic is triggering to me :) I love reading about things I’ve been though in others people perspectives.

So recently I’ve been vocalizing myself better. Coming out as trans when I was 14 set me in a box, not letting me explore and discover myself like at all. Anyways, with me being vocal and trying new things I’ve definitely been confusing a lot of people in my life but I’m the happiest I’ve been in a while, while also the most confused about my gender I’ve ever been. 
          
          I just want others going though this confusing self discovery that you’re not alone if nothing seems to fit what you feel. Just be you and the right people around won’t care.

Hello guys! This is psycsyh coming at you from a different account. Yesterday my phone completely stopped working. Turns out due to my phone overheating so much the battery started to expand. I noticed yesterday right before it decided to never let me use it again. I couldn't even power it off when it decided to turn back on. 
          
          Now I will have access to this account when I can get a new phone. Just right now I have a temporary one and don't want to set everything up. 
          
          With that said I'm in a pretty bad headspace, this all happened after another difficult thing. The day was just a mess. A hard topic came up in therapy that I wasn't aware was hard and then I shut down, just for right after that topic to happen at home causing multiple things to happen. I'm fine, just need some space to recover.
          
          But I lost every on that phone. Story's, poems, pictures and videos. Things I can never get back and I'm pretty distraught. If I want my story's and poems back I have to get another apple phone, and I honestly didn't have the best apple experience. My photos and videos though are for ever gone, lost in that phone as my cloud has been full for years and I never though it would be an issue because I usually can get my stuff back because I still have a working old phone. Even if I always only switch it out when it barely works. Because at least it works a bit. This time nope, it's gone.
          
          I might go in and see if I can get it fix.
          
          Also plus side. I'm on a Samsung phone and it's so much nicer to type on this. I don't need to go to another page to put a period or comma. It's awesome!

Did I ever tell you that the first time I ever got my heart broken was at a pride parade with my mom there? 
          
          Anyways happy pride month. Today was my towns pride parade and I had no clue about it :b

Please stop adding the story’s I wrote when u was 14 to your reading list ;-; please I’m gonna die
          
          I can’t-