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A guy is living in my house for the next few days. He doesn’t speak a wink of English, and I’ve lost all my French except basics greetings. So… this will be fun 

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Guys you know the stories you’re adding to your reading list… suck right? 
          
          Read my new freaking story. It’s decent last time I checked. I know I need to upload more but I’m pretty sure the three chapters it does have is more words then the shitty ones from when I was 14
          
          I won’t delete my old work cause we love to look back and cry here, but every time someone adds a story of mine to their reading this I ca feel my self dying lol

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Just started reading a real book (crazy ik right)
          
          Well… it’s just as my kindle subscription gonna end. I bought it in hopes I’d read, then I didn’t. So I canceled it, it should end in December 24th and of course I just started reading a book that happens to be a 4 part series and only way to get it is on kindle unlimited.
          
          So… also why does a book with 140,000 reviews not have a physical book? You’d make more money off that and it lets me be able to freaken read your book. I can’t have subscription cause I have to budget for things. I’ll just rebuy the subscription when I have the budget for it, and cancel it right away just to read a few more books. A month should be enough for me to read more than one book. I am halfway through this one in just two days and ive not had much time to read so…

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It’s my first Christmas where I have money to buy people stuff and bro. Everyone told me it was stressful but I didn’t think it was this stressful. Christmas is in 4 days now and I need to 1. Come up with gifts for 4 people with 70$ saved. 2. Somehow find a specific item in my shit town for someone I only just came up with an idea for. 3 some how get across town with only 2 bus tickets to my name, no bus money cause I had to spend it on a cab and yet work every day this week other then Monday and Christmas.
          
          So idk how imma go shopping or get to work. Part of me is so happy I am to young for a credit card because on thing I can’t do is crush social obligations and so if I had a credit card if for sure has bus tickets and Christmas gifts rn. But instead I have to choose not walking to work at 5:30am to be their foe 7:45 or a Lego set for my abuseive mother

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I think I can hold off on my sisters gift and my aunts gift until my paycheck that’s supposed to come out on the 25th so probably will come out on the 26th. My aunts gift is the one who I probably won’t be able to find in town but she’s staying with us for a month so I don’t think she will mind waiting a few days. She said she didn’t want anything anyway. So I’m getting her a disposable camera. Then my sister wants a lulelemmon pair of pants so I can collaborate with my mom to get her a gift card, but my mom can’t buy gifts until after Christmas. Cause she’s broke. 
            
            Chrismas is a shit holiday in my family anyways. It just makes us all miserable and depressed and wish we could move out even a day sooner to get away. So who cares if it’s disorganized? We could have a Christmas p2 in January 
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Not sure if anyone will see this but does anyone have some book recommendations?
          
          I was just reminded how much I use to love reading, and I’ve not ventured out much from fan fiction in these last few years but I wanna start reading again!
          
          Please drop some recommendations. I don’t care what genre 

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My cat seems to know the best time to have an energy boost. Like I have to be awake in 5 hours so I’m trying to go to sleep? Well he will meow at my door until I get up, just to not leave my room so he can attack my legs. We play rough so him biting me and stuff, isn’t out of the ordinary. He just seems to love doing it the moment my eyes close.
          
          He’s the reason I know I can’t handle having a kid. He’s the reason anyone brings up pregnancy soon around me, I say that I don’t see kids in my future. 
          
          I went my whole life wanting children so bad. Now the thought of having them kills me, because I can’t handle a cat. Funny huh… 

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Our other cat died and so it’s been a lot worse lately. We aren’t sure if another cats a good idea. Emotionally I want another cat so bad, in theory I know it’s a bad idea. Issue is, if we get a cat, I know for sure it would end up needing to come with me when I love our, unless my sister adopt it. Though my sister allergic to cats, and says she will never do a litter box even though she wants a cat. She plans to get an auto one.
            
            But if I get another cat, I’m only 17, so if it’s a kitten she’s gonna last me around 20 years. I can’t commit to 20 years. My current cat who I dearly love is already going to make my plans a bit fucked. I want to do schooling outside of Canada, I have a few places in mind, but with a cat I have to take it seems so limited. He acts all depressed when I go on a weeklong trip so if I leave for an even one year I don’t think he could stand it.
            
            Also yes I’m 17 and my family is already pressuring me to get pregnant. Don’t ask me why, I don’t know 
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There’s only two things in life that I need.
          
          A humidifier and hysterectomy. Both I could use right about now. I’ve been sick which sucks cause I was on vacation when it started, but everything is so dry. Had been there and back. Right now I’m in my room, laying down with my eyes close and my lips are so dry I could probably peal both lips off in one go. Now suddenly my period started and my cramps have been extra bad lately.
          
          Last peoripd they were nothing. I thought finally, my hornrons must of been messed up and it’s better. No more heat flashes, bad periods, and what ever else was the other thing I can’t remember. Well the cramps that make me literally not able to do anything as they’re happening are back. 
          
          This Thursday when I get paid I’m ordering a humidifier for next time. I’m not going another sickness without one. 

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Who was gonna tell me Percy Jackson is fucking amazing? It’s so hard for me to find books I like and so typically I only write, and NEVER read. But oml, Percy Jackson is so good. I’m only half way through the first book and I can’t stop thinking about it. I want to know more now, I want to read all of the first series. I’m in love with this book, I am so fucking glad my sister has me her old ones after I got her a new set. (Well what was intact still… which wasn’t much and why she needed the new set. But hey u got the first 3!)
          
          My issue with books is I can’t stand most writing styles, I’m the same with fabrication and it’s why it’s so hard for me to read anything even though I love it. But Percy Jackson is so similar to many of the other books I’ve fallen in love with. If anyone’s reading this and has any books recs after I finish these masterpieces, lmk. 

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Though it’s a bit weird reading it and not knowing anything about Greek mythology. I had one lesson about it and I don’t even remember what it was. It was interesting but I just didn’t show up to school to hear the rest of it so ;;shrug;;
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