@ptxlove-1130 yknow what, i used to be exactly like what you had described too, all panicky on stage, nervous wreck and whatnot ( too many embarrassments to even recount xD ) but after dealing with myself, smashing down all the unnecessary walls of insecurity i had built by following the motto "Keep Moving Forward" ( from Meet The Robinsons haha watch the movie if you haven't! ) , and by the grace of God here I am now, talking to a person who im positive has the power and potential to overcome and break past that social anxiety and become an even better version of herself :)
Btw you dont have to thank me, i thank you!! ( read the last bit of my description :) )