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@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          cas,     it's    already    happened.     i    really    don't    mind    it    anymore.

still  feels  kinda  evil.   like.   i  know  i  was  flirting.  or  at  least  letting  you  flirt  with  me.  i  promise  i  did-  /do/   like   you.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          i    probably    shouldn't    say    it's    fine,     but    i    don't    mind    it.     everyone    has    their    own    reason    for    doing    things.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          you    can    correct    the    faults    it    has.     im    offering    constructive    criticism.

sounds  a  lot  like  shooting  it  down.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          im    not    shooting    it    down.     im..     pointing    out    the    faults    in    the    idea.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          [     somehow,     that    gets    him    blushing    and    quiet.     he    looks    away,     cheeks    now    beginning    to    flush    red.     ]     oh.

you’re   the  only  one  that  really  matters.  

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          no..?     because    your    work    is    all    video    stuff    for    the    / team. /     im    not    the    only    person    on    the    team.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          yup.     grew    up    with    a    younger    brother.     i'll    hold    my    ground    for    a    pretty    long    time.

guess  we’ll  find  out.   you’re  seriously  this  stubborn?

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          how    much    are    you    willing    to    test    it?

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          as    do    i.     [     a    finger    brushes    against    cas'    cheek.     ]     would    you    become    an    instagram    model    in    la?

i  really  want  this  to  work.    *  he’d  admit  through  a  slightly  wobbly  voice.  he  could  feel  himself  start  to  cry,  and  he  felt  utterly  ridiculous.  *      i  don’t  wanna lose  you  to  some  instagram  model  in  la. 

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          [     his    hand    comes up,     ready    to    wipe    any    tears    that    about    to    fall.     ]     then    i'll.   keep    showing    you    i    mean    it    however    is    can    until    you    find    a    way.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          you    most    definitely    do.     [     he    lets    out    a    dramatic    sigh.     ]     okay.     start    the    countdown.

i  most  definitely  don’t.   i’m  gonna  record  on  the  count  of  three,  okay?

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          im    saying    i    think    you    hate    me.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          so    helpful.     what're    you    gonna    do,     though?

i  will  be.     and  i’ll  even  help  you  with  your  work  when  you  can’t  do  it. 

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          yeah.      i    think    i'll    be    okay    though.     cause    you'll    be    there    the    entire    time.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          [     he    nods    immediately,     grabbing    the    computer    and    heading    for    the    bed,     sitting    on    it    as    he    begins    pulling    up    a    few    of    the    readings.     ]     i'll    just    hand    these    over    for    now.     you    don't    have    to    read    it    all,     cause    they're    long,     but    just..     enough    to    maybe    get    the    gist?

i’m   always a  helpful  smartass.   can  we  move  to  the  bed?  i  wanna  sit  down.    *  he’d  frown a  little   as  he  looked  at  wilson  in  the  chair,  and  the  desk  in  front  of  him.  he  didn’t  want  to  read  standing up.  that  sounded  awful.  *

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          i    still    say    you    were    being    a    smartass.     but,     you're    a    helpful    smartass    and    i    owe    my    life    to    you    if    you    manage    to    understand    these.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          thats    why    i    said    they'll    figure    / some /    stuff    out.     i    have    things    i    like    to    be     private,     too.

hm.  i  hope  they  don’t  figure  everything out.  there  are  some  things  i  like  being  between  us. 

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          i    say    give    it    another    year    and    they'll    figure    some    stuff    out.     unfortunately.

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          this    is    still    very    mean.     i'll    remember    this,     cas.

manifestation  is  strong.   that’s  all  i’ll  say.   

@dollcafes ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱          stop    trying    to    jinx    me,     cas.