˗ˏˋ ren ˎˊ˗

my friends got me a bakudeku birthday cake
          
          my vaguely normie friends got me a bakudeku birthday cake
          
          i could cry

it was my 20th birthday five days ago
          
          here i am, sitting in my not so childhood bedroom, staring at my ceiling that's filled with glow in the dark stars that i put 
          
          i reread my fanfics and see that the characters are 18 to 22 
          
          and i just think to myself; wow, they are so fucking young
          
          when writing these fics at 13 and 14, i felt like college students were So mature, so that's why i always put them at that age range
          
          but now being IN that age range, i'm still so young and immature and i still love my childish hobbies
          
          i might not be the same person from when i was 15 or 16 but my hobbies and interests remained the same 
          
          and so did my group of friends 
          
          this is for the people who are afraid of hitting their 20s because i was one of those people. you will remained the same but not the same all at once
          
          enjoy your 20s with close friends who you can enjoy the kitchen with <3

nanashima lore dump cause it's been a while :p
          
          
          - rin was thought to be a girl when their mom was pregnant, so he was dressed up in a lot of girl clothes as an infant due to the fact that was all they got from family members 
          
          - both set of twins jokes about eating each other in the womb
          
          - both parents knew kuze and rin liked men wayyy before the two boys realized. they just never said anything 
          
          - nana was very much spoiled growing up, considering she was the first girl born in almost 3 generations from her dad's side. spoiled but also never rotten
          
          - their mom came from a more higher class family while their father grew up middle class but family business was booming by the time he was in high school 
          
          - besides volleyball and skating, they did other various sports growing up but a lot of it was seasonal 
              - kuze: baseball, hockey, and swim
              - riku: surfing, hockey, and soccer
              - rin: basketball, snowboarding, and baseball 
              - nana: boxing, snowboarding, and ballet
          
          - what i think their representative animas would be
              - kuze - hamster 
              - riku - fox
              - rin - calico cat
              - nana - sea otter 
          
          - their favorite kpop groups (both bg and gg)
              - kuze - shinee and girls generation 
              - riku - bts and twice
              - rin - txt and tripleS
              - nana - enhypen and illit/twice 
          
          - all but kuze has never crashed a car. kuze has crashed 2. and he was at fault both times
          
          - their genshin mains hehehe
              - kuze - CHILDE (he does NAWT follow meta)
              - riku - navia
              - rin - flins
              - nana - neuvi or xiao
          
          - the four of them try to hangout every two weeks if they're all in the same country. ofc it gets harder every year but they try to make it work
          
          - their parents weren't super strict on a lot of things but they all had to take etiquette classes throughout their childhood and they all had to play at least one instrument and also participate in a sports team/club. these three were nonnegotiable 

truely don't think u guys are ready for kuroo's backstory in xo....
          
          thoughts and prayers for everyone bc it's gonna be ANGST

posted chaptwr 10 for xo!!!

updated unsent :p
          
          chapters 10, 11, and 12 are now out !!!

new tiktok!! an iwaizumi special post for halloween hehehe
          
          i ended up being choso instead bc sukuna's makeup was way too hard LOL
          
          https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8DrnHEK/

halloween is tomorrow and i'm thinking about how kuroo would dress up as the man in the yellow hat while eita is curious george and im feeling very maternal for a oc kid that i made it UP LOL
          
          anyways drop what u guys r gonna be for halloween :p im not going out (</3) but i plan on doing sukuna makeup

chapters 7-9 for unsent is now out :p hopefully i can write more chapters for my others fics during my five hour flight tmr LOL

chapters 4-6 for unsent is now out !!