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HAPPY HIDDLESDAY!!'  it's my husband's birthday, so of course i'm going to publish a chapter later on as a nod to that 

'the tortured poets department' appreciation post in the hope that it goes easy on my fragile heart (it won't, but if "[taylor] can fix him" i can pray she fixes us at the end of the album). 

happy new year my lovelies!!! wishing all of you the absolute best for what's to come, and i'm so excited for what will unravel in the next twelve months. i'm going to try and get on top of writing and perhaps even publishing, haha, so we'll see how far this can go in the next year.
          
          lots and LOTS of love x

1989 (taylor’s version)
          
          how are we feeling? because i’m emotionally drained by the knife she just ripped through my soul. LIKE HELLO THOSE VAULT TRACKS?!?! absolutely floored. they were incredible in the most beautiful way.
          
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          “slut!” is by far one of the best songs i’ve ever heard, i actually lost all oxygen
          - favourite lyric: “in a world of boys, he’s a gentleman”
          
          ‘now that we don’t talk’ this song has scratched every single surface of my brain.
          - favourite lyric: “and the only way back to my dignity was to turn into a shrouded mystery”
          
          ‘say don’t go’ this song has sent me mentally into orbit.
          - favourite lyric: “why’d you have to twist the knife? walk away and leave me bleedin’, bleedin’?”
          
          ‘suburban legends’ AHHHHHH loved this. genuinely no words, except for oh my god.
          - favourite lyric: “you’d be more than a chapter in my old diaries with the pages ripped out”
          
          ‘is it over now?’ i actually claimed this track before it came out and oh my gosh, again, THE STORYLINE. cheating?? the lyrics are so bloody good.
          - favourite lyric: “you dream of my mouth before it called you a lying traitor”
          
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          to summarise: i could write an essay about every single song, however instead i’m going to write about them in the form of one-shots… surprise? i’ve been working on a marvel one-shot book since around april where every chapter is based on a taylor song. it’s safe to say it had to be split into two books…
          
          sooo, there’s something to look forward to i hope ;)

SPEAK NOW (TAYLOR’S VERSION) CAME OUT TODAY AND I’M IN PIECES WBU
          —okay so, speak now tv came out today… opinions on the vault tracks??? i love them all, but hate that they made me cry. CASTLES CRUMBLING. 
          
          —when emma falls in love: literally the sweetest song ever and i cried because i’m 99.9% sure she wrote it whilst emma stone was falling in love with andrew garfield 
          
          —LASTLY, SHE DIDN’T DO THE SHAKY BREATHING FOR LAST KISS I’M SOBBING WHYYYYY
          
          what was your favourite vault track?? mine was i can see you 

☝️ ah ah You had one job…