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Also, i wrote a book. A poetry book, and it was so cathartic wanna share everything with you. Sorry for being distant all this while. I did keep thinking about you though. :’)

Hi. I know I said I was taking everything down. Obvs I have not done that, mainly because people keep reading my fics (thank you new readers). I’m not sure how long I’ll keep my books up or if I’ll convert them to non-fanfiction. 

I am unpublishing all my fics from both accounts soon, so if you’re reading something, finish up ASAP. 
          
          Thanks to everyone who read and left comments in the past. Like most of you, I’m no longer much of a fan, and I am at a point where these fics feel invasive and icky.
          
          ❤️❤️❤️

Thanks to a new Wattpad glitch, when I click on a notification to view a comment, I get an error message that says it can’t be found. If you’re wondering why I’m not replying, this is the main reason why.

I just republished “Holiday One Shots,” which includes a holiday chapter from four of my favorite fics.
          
          Enjoy!

Rolling Stone (who notoriously did Shawn a little dirty in 2018) wrote a really great article/review about Shawn’s Forest Hills Stadium show in Queens. I was there, and it was definitely the best concert of his that I’ve been to. He exuded so much happiness, and the crowd returned a lot of love.
          
          Will he play huge venues in the US again? Probably not, but that’s okay. I’m 100% here for the smaller stages. 

I saw Shawn perform in Toronto this weekend. Of course he was amazing, and it felt really special being there at his hometown show. He looked genuinely happy, which warmed my heart to see. I first saw him for the Illuminate tour, and it was very cool to observe how much he has grown as an artist and performer.
          
          On a different note…tomorrow I will re-publish all my spooky fics which will stay up until early November. I hoped to write a new one, but that’s not happening. I haven’t been writing at all. The politics of the US have me pretty fucked up, and while writing used to be therapeutic for me, it’s not helping these days. 
          
          ❤️❤️❤️

hi! downloaded wattpad after so long after someone recently asked me how i got into reading and i went down a memory road trying to pinpoint how i started this book addiction and it came back to your fan fictions.
          
          i remember starting “Love Thy Neighbour” about 6 years ago i think during Covid-19 if i am not wrong and i immediately fell in love with your writing but it was ultimately “The Free Pass” which was my first book heartbreak and pushed me to read books other than his fanfictions. 
          
          i was telling my friend about amazingly written your books were and how they got me into reading. i am so gonna reread all of your books now ❤️ 
          
          i remember how i awaited crazily for your updates during those times! getting so teary-eyed writing this for no reason.
          much much love to you :)

I saw Shawn Mendes for the first time in London last night and I really wanted to share with you my experience. 
          
          I knew he would be good, but I definitely did not anticipate how captivating he would be! He excluded confidence and happiness and really looked like he was ‘home’ being back on stage. His vocals were electrifying to experience live - he gave me goosebumps. Despite being in an arena with around 20k other people, the show felt intimate. 
          
          Niall Horan came on stage to do a surprise duet and the crowd went absolutely wild. The screams were insane. You could feel their genuine friendship and how much they were enjoying being on stage together. 
          
          Although I didn’t pluck up the courage to talk to them, Aaliyah and Jocelyn and other family members were standing in front of me within touching distance. They were dancing and singing away, taking videos and enjoying the show. Was so lovely to see his real support system in action. On the road again and he is loving it - it was absolutely magical. ❤️❤️❤️

Hii, I haven’t been here for the longest time, but I‘m seeing Shawn live tonight for the first time in 6 years and it’s making me feel soo melancholic. I‘ve changed like 3000 times since then but my love for Shawn is the one persistent thing that‘s still keeping me connected to my teenage self. 
          I will always remember the way your stories helped me through very tough times and I really want to thank you for that! You deserve the world <3