pumpkinspikedlatte
i will be terminating my account soon
if you want to say goodbye (though i doubt you do) feel free i guess
pumpkinspikedlatte
pumpkinspikedlatte
i wont be deleting my account but i will be terminating it so to speak
once it is done i will no longer be active ever again
it was nice knowing you
pumpkinspikedlatte
im sorry but can someone please explain to me how i can love myself when i literally want to change every inch of my being?
pumpkinspikedlatte
now my dean found out
whichever one of my friends told her about this, i will confront you
pumpkinspikedlatte
my friend just caught me scratching my wrist with my room key and i had to convince her in the middle of a concert that i was just scratching an itch
i could get suspended if a teacher found out i want to hurt myself
pumpkinspikedlatte
please i need someone to talk to
i cant talk for long but please
pumpkinspikedlatte
Why
Why do you stick around when I so desperately want to leave...
pumpkinspikedlatte
im saying goodbye
pumpkinspikedlatte
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I can't keep doing this anymore. No one gives a shit whether I live or die so why the fuck does it matter!!!
pumpkinspikedlatte
My school doesn't allow the possession of weapons
Guess who's gonna have to find another way
pumpkinspikedlatte
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I'm fucking disgusting
I shouldn't exist
Please just let me end it all
No one cares anymore
GoodbyeForNow2012
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@pumpkinspikedlatte Babes Im one of your followers and so sure as fuck dont follow anyone out of pity. I follow you because you were one of the few people that genuinely interested me and even though Im terrible at keeping touch with anyone, I love you and everyone else still and am always here if you need to talk to someone. I work a lot so replies would be late but I'm here. There is always someone here even in the most unexpected places. You're user is in my bio for a reason, I only do that to my favorites. I even put in tbe effort to change it when you changed your user because I want people to look at it and click it and follow you. You deserve each follower and more, you deserve each friend you gain and more. You may think yourself worthless and maybe we can't changr that but you can't change the fact that we all find you priceless, perfect, a worthy friend and family. Things will look at, maybe not tomorrow or next month or year but someday. Some day you'll be able to look at the silver linings instead, waking up and seeing that other people you live are living, realizing some people didnt even get a chance at life but you do, maybe you can't controk your situation but you control how you react to it. The longer you tell yourself you can't, the longer you'll believe it. It takes 10 good things to cancel out one bad thing so maybe start with complimenting yourself. You're smart, you're alive, you have friends, you have family, you have favorite shows and books. You have good things, they just get canceled out by bad things but you can change that. If I didn't care, if i followed you out of pity, I wouldn't have even seen this post or started a single comment. But here I am, a follow because i love who you genuinely are.
pumpkinspikedlatte
Well then you obviously don't know my followers. Look, stop trying already and just let me live out my misery.
dendroses
@pumpkinspikedlatte I didn’t follow you out of pity. I know that no one on this website would follow someone out of pity.