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Hi...
          	
          	Since I last updated, im pretty sure I had like less than 20 followers and since then I've gained around 60+ followers. I made a promise that I broke which was to update every other day. There is truly no excuse other than laziness and my inability to balance my school life. I'm truly sorry but I am ready to take this account seriously and start writing new books & series and updating every other day like I promised. I have been attempting to update a chapter since March and I think I just gave up. I lost motivation because of the drama going on in the 5SOS fam and I realized that I shouldn't let four boys that don't even know I exist dictate my mental health. I don't care for 5SOS like I once did but they changed my life and for that, I will always owe them. I will always fangirl among  with my followers because it's only natural, as I am 15. I will create a discipline and do everything possible to update before midnight PST. I learned that if you're truly talented, it will shine through and others will notice (hence, my gain in followers and reads.) I will sign up for the Watty's and I will learn how balance school as well as my other creative endeavors. I don't really have many friends so if you wanna be my friend...lol hit up my messages because I do absolutely nothing. 
          	
          	-SK

punk-d

Hi...
          
          Since I last updated, im pretty sure I had like less than 20 followers and since then I've gained around 60+ followers. I made a promise that I broke which was to update every other day. There is truly no excuse other than laziness and my inability to balance my school life. I'm truly sorry but I am ready to take this account seriously and start writing new books & series and updating every other day like I promised. I have been attempting to update a chapter since March and I think I just gave up. I lost motivation because of the drama going on in the 5SOS fam and I realized that I shouldn't let four boys that don't even know I exist dictate my mental health. I don't care for 5SOS like I once did but they changed my life and for that, I will always owe them. I will always fangirl among  with my followers because it's only natural, as I am 15. I will create a discipline and do everything possible to update before midnight PST. I learned that if you're truly talented, it will shine through and others will notice (hence, my gain in followers and reads.) I will sign up for the Watty's and I will learn how balance school as well as my other creative endeavors. I don't really have many friends so if you wanna be my friend...lol hit up my messages because I do absolutely nothing. 
          
          -SK

punk-d

This is so weird that someone actually commented on Damage. I was so happy. No one ever comments and I got spammed with votes. Even though, only two people commented, it made my day so thanks for every single word you read and time spent out of your day to read either of my two books. 

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Basically, all the covers on my account for all my fanfics are purposely black and white and as much as possible, i don't describe the races of the main character. I feel like my stories should be up to interpretation. As a POC in the 5SOS fam, I've grown extremely tired of seeing the same plain boring white girl with blonde hair and blue/green eyes or brown hair with brown/green eyes description. My next series after the black & white series of 5sos fanfics will pretty much all be POCs. They all won't be black girls/or boys either. I feel like everytime someone says POC everyone just thinks black. There is beauty in all races... black, white, asian, native american, aboriginal, or any form of indigenous group, Indian, middle eastern, etc... Whatever you are. I just feel like you should be able to imagine anyone you want when you are or if you are reading this series that I'm working on. It gets really boring seeing 5SOS out and about with the same type of girls. I mean Halsey and Arzaylea are technically POCs but I'm sorry to say this they are hella whitewashed. I'm never going to invalidate someone's history or race but they just look like everyone else. Maybe 5SOS just don't know a lot of POCs which I'm not going to blame them for. Just thought I should give my two sense. 
          
          -sk.

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the worst thing happened to me. I started writing the first chapter for a new fanfic I'm starting and you can't start a fanfic without at least one chapter published. I wrote a 5,000 word first chapter and I basically live in incognito tabs because I'm always scared of someone finding my wattpad account since my friends are currently looking for my second account. I closed the tab and what sucks is that you can't reopen an incognito tab so I have to rewrite a whole chapter because the book refuses to save unless I have one chapter. Your first chapter doesn't save as a draft. FMLLLLLL I spent 3 hours writing it too. LESSON TO ALL: YOU CAN NOT REOPEN INCOGNITO TABS LIKE YOU CAN REGULAR TABS ON CHROME! You will all get a new first chapter for my new Calum fanfic called Damage. everything sucks. The first chapter had smut too so I have to rewrite smut awkwardly while I grin at the screen like a creep. My family will high key judge me.