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and have y'all HEARD DODIE'S TWITTER SONG OMF WE'RE LIVING

Omg I feel so bad I just realized how long it's been since I updated my actual book, like that's not ok! I promise I'm still doing it, life is just a LOT atm

Sometimes I try to sneak up
          On the voice inside my head
          I try to meditate, cause they told me it'll help
          But the last thing I need is more time alone inside myself
          I know I'm not unique, we all got broken brains
          Culture recently decided being crazy is okay
          And now we all can talk about it on our social feeds
          Having a rough day?
          Hashtag mental health awareness week
          I know that's progress
          We don't have to hide no more
          But it leaves me wondering why we ain't said this stuff before
          Like were we always all crazy and we all just kept quiet?
          Are we on the same page with what we're identifying?
          And if crazy's the new normal then it's not that crazy, is it?
          Cause the word by definition means it sits outside the system
          And how can we tell difference between sick and tryna' fit in?
          If everybody's crazy, then who's supposed to fix it?
          I don't wanna break down, but I'm feeling low
          Let me sink to the bottom
          Air in my lungs keeping me afloat
          Inside I'm still hollow
          I don't wanna break down
          So where do I go?
          My screams sink to the bottom
          Top of my lungs, just an echo
          Inside I'm still hollow
          No one told me it could get this bad, this fast
          Guess we only hear about the struggle after its passed
          Getting easier to open up, share what we've lost
          Good to know I'm not alone
          But if I'm really being honest
          I kinda hope there's something wrong with me
          I kind hope this isn't how it's supposed to be (Supposed to be)
          I pray to god it's not normal
          Crying on the floor
          I don't wanna do this anymore
          I don't wanna break down, but I'm feeling low
          Let me sink to the bottom
          Air in my lungs keeping me afloat
          I pray to god it's not normal
          Crying on the floor
          I don't wanna do this anymore
          I kinda hope there's something wrong with me
          I kind hope this isn't how it's supposed to be
          I pray to god it's not normal
          Crying on the floor
          I don't wanna do this anymore
          
          Hollow -- Icon for Hire
          
          I tried to pick the best few lines but I couldn't, have fun with almost the whole goddamn song bc 2000 character restriction

Mkay so one of my BTS army followers asked me to post this, I'm not really Army but I'll do it for them :)
          
          
          Please, help spread the word! After the consecutive events of intimidation against the BTS, we have infiltrated various discussions of different fans of the other fandoms, our discovery is nothing less than terrifying: they aim to defame the BTS through incorrect translations. They intend to make one of this year's predictions come true, they want Yoongi to commit suicide. Their priority is for the BTS to separate, so they will attack each member by inventing news, articles, accusing them of being racist. They will do so by saying they are ARMY, to deceive the fandom. They will aim to censor the BTS to get them the Top Social 50 by trying to influence ARMY so that they don't mention and use hashtags. Please protect them, if you see this message, share it with other ARMY."
          
          Pls bts birthday is coming up make them happy
          
          PEOPLE ARE DRIVING THEM AWAY (ANTIS, ARGUMENTS AND HATE) WE DON’T HEAR FROM JUNGKOOK ANYMORE, WE STOPPED GETTING REPLIES FROM TAE, JIMIN IS POSTING LESS, THEY BARELY DO VLIVE ANYMORE AND YOONGI HAS KEPT INTERACTION GOING AND THEN HAS HAD TO PUT UP WITH THAT! WAKE UP BECAUSE THE LONGER THIS KEEPS GOING THE WORSE THIS WILL GET AND I’M SURE BTS NEVER WANT THIS TO HAPPEN BUT YET IT IS ‼️ SO INSTEAD OF POSTING ASKING FOR REPLIES OR FOR THEM TO COMMENT ON TOPICS OR ASKING WHERE THEY ARE! MAKE THIS A PLACE THEY FEEL THEY CAN GO TO, A PLACE THEY CAN INTERACT WITH PEOPLE AND SHARE THEIR THOUGHTS BECAUSE OTHERWISE WE WONT GET THAT BACK 
          
          please for this fandoms sake 
          
          reposted~                                                                                     plz help our boys stay safe

I posted this art book thing bc I'm BoRRRrRrRrEd so pls read and comment bc I need feedback soooooo bad and also I'm so bored

OH MY GOD
          
          NEW PALAYE ROYALE ALBUM DROPPED YESTERDAY
          
          GO LISTEN

Well frick frack mother thwap of shit shat, my phone was on shuffle and foicking CANCER just caaaaAAAASUALLY CAME UP
          
          
          I have a mild case of die

Hey y'all I know nobody cares or reads my thing but in any case I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I'm super late on Chapter 10 but like schooooooland alsooo I was just diagnosed with bipolar
          
          So oof

Omg y'all who voted I love you guys so much I literally expected this to go exactly nowhere and now people are reading this EEP