punklouisgf

Omg it's been forever. Hi!

hiii hope you’re doing okay!! missed uuu

Hey! I just started a new Harry Styles fanfic, Conundrum!
          It's just a small piece for now, but more is coming soon! If you have time, give it a read and be one of the first to dive in! It would mean the world! <3

i have been making pros/cons lists of random guys from my school and it’s the most entertaining thing ever 

HI ML!! it’s been so so long. i recently got back on wattpad and i wanted to reach out and see how you were doing! you were such a big part of my life and i would love to reconnect <33

guys sthg crazy happend on my school trip to london (actually a LOT happend), the fire alarm went off so obviously everyone went outside, but i had just changed into my pjs (a sleeveless shirt) and it was FREEZING outside so a guy offered me his hoodie and i was going to wear it but then when we were told that it was a false alarm, so i gave it back. after i gave it back the alarm went off again, so i said as a joke “well give me the hoodie again” but he didn’t hear me so his best friend gave me his LEATHER jacket!!!

this sounds so fucking stupid but i wanted to message you because i want to be friends w you but i haven’t been on this app for so ducking long that i’ve genuinely forgotten how to pm someone LMAO 

hi, im sorry i do not recognise you but i am sure we must have had several convos before and i would like to rekindle that friendship 
          
          wp nowadays is very dead and i, myself also contribute to it but it'll be great to become friends again!

i was going through my mb and i really really really miss you guys i wish we all never stopped using wattpad cause it was so much fun. also in 2020-2021 it felt like everyone knew each other, like every single person i talked to, shared at least 2 mutuals with me. i really miss everyone being active:/ the worst thing is that most people didn’t share their contacts back then (i didn’t either) so i have no way of contacting my old friends and i don’t even know what is going on in their lives and will probably never know. i haven’t regularly used wattpad since 2021 so i can’t blame anyone for doing the same but it just feels like wattpad is a very quiet place now which i’m not used to. i don’t even think anyone is going to reply to this— that’s how dead it now is. 

ever since i turned 18 i’ve been SOO scared to acknowledge the fact that i’m not a little girl anymore and liam dying just proved to me that my childhood and girlhood are over. i’m not a little girl anymore, listening and dancing to oned songs. i’m also not a teenage girl anymore, staying up all night waiting for updates on a possible reunion. it feels like such a big part of me has been taken away and i will never ever get it back again. without him, without one direction i would have been a COMPLETELY different person. i wouldn’t have met so many of the amazing people i know now. i will forever be thankful to liam and 1D for helping become the person that i am today and for helping me create some of the best memories
          
          i never expected myself to grieve a member of 1D at only 18 years old, i always thought that wouldn’t happen until i was at least 50. i’m still numb and unable to process any of this. i love you, liam. i wish i could’ve told you this.