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Today, on Suicide Prevention Day, I want to tell you that I am so proud that you didn't give up. It's so hard to keep going, and how much one wishes it would all stop, but you stayed, maybe for someone else, maybe because something inside you knew it wasn't the only way, or because you were lost and haven't yet realized how much you are worth. Thank you for, despite sometimes hearing those thoughts and projecting them into reality, staying. You are brave, very brave. I love you so much <3. Too much. Death is scary, but the emptiness of the world without you is even scarier. Today you got up, and that was an achievement. Existing is enough, without demanding so much of yourself in the temporary. Listen to your heart. You are alive, and I celebrate and love you for that and for many valuable things that you don't always see but are real. I see them. I see you, and I see beauty made human. I celebrate that you are alive, and I recognize the starting point of those who do it because God, I have thought of it so many times as my only escape. Who hasn't, sometimes, in an unstable world? But there is hope, fragile, damaged, broken, but it exists, and that is enough. I love you for everything, but even more for this. I celebrate you today and thank you again for being here.

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Today, on Suicide Prevention Day, I want to tell you that I am so proud that you didn't give up. It's so hard to keep going, and how much one wishes it would all stop, but you stayed, maybe for someone else, maybe because something inside you knew it wasn't the only way, or because you were lost and haven't yet realized how much you are worth. Thank you for, despite sometimes hearing those thoughts and projecting them into reality, staying. You are brave, very brave. I love you so much <3. Too much. Death is scary, but the emptiness of the world without you is even scarier. Today you got up, and that was an achievement. Existing is enough, without demanding so much of yourself in the temporary. Listen to your heart. You are alive, and I celebrate and love you for that and for many valuable things that you don't always see but are real. I see them. I see you, and I see beauty made human. I celebrate that you are alive, and I recognize the starting point of those who do it because God, I have thought of it so many times as my only escape. Who hasn't, sometimes, in an unstable world? But there is hope, fragile, damaged, broken, but it exists, and that is enough. I love you for everything, but even more for this. I celebrate you today and thank you again for being here.

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Hoy en el día de prevención contra el suicidio quiero decirte que estoy demasiado orgullosa de que no te hayas rendido. Es tan difícil seguir, y cuánto uno desearía que todo parara, te quedaste, quizá por alguien, quizá porque algo en tí sabía que no era la única forma, o porque estabas perdido y aún no te has dado cuenta lo mucho que vales. Gracias por, a pesar de a veces escuchar esos pensamientos y proyectarlos en realidad, te quedaste, eres valiente, muy valiente. Te amo mucho <3. Demasiado. Qué miedo la muerte, pero qué miedo el vacío del mundo sin ti. Hoy te levantaste, y eso fue un logro, existir es suficiente, sin exigirse tanto en lo temporal. Escucha a tu corazón, estás vivo, y yo celebro y te amo por eso y por muchas cosas valiosas que no siempre ves pero son reales, yo las veo, yo te veo a ti, y veo una belleza hecha humano. Yo celebro que estás con vida, además de que reconozco el punto de partida de quienes lo hacen porque Dios, lo he pensado tantas veces como mi único escape. Quién no, a veces, en un mundo inestable. Pero hay esperanza, frágil, dañada, rota, pero existe, y eso es suficiente. Te amo por todo, pero incluso más por esto. Te celebro hoy y gracias de nuevo por estar aquí.