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You know what its felt like that everything you ever wanted in your life is where u just can't be .
its like you want to feel that vary best feeling and you just can't cause you also know that, at that moment you are gonna feel the most worst feeling so u just don't know what to do
whats right or not
and sometimes it makes you emotional or scared the shit out of you in someway
its like love and pain both are attached to the same thing and you're done feeling pain you just want to feel love but you can't feel love without feeling pain.
and you just can't do anything about it and it just makes u overwhelmed