purple_curtains

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no one:
          
          absolutely no one:
          
          not even mr. fish, fishy fishy fishy:
          
          renjun:  ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵍⁱᵛᵉ ᵃ FUCK, ⁱᵐ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵍⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ ᵘᵖ, ⁱ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵃˡˡ

Yoora_16

@purple_curtains I know right?!!❤️❤️❤️
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I WANT A FUCKING BOYFRIEND SOMEBODY KILL ME I JUST WANNA SOFT CUDDLE AND MAKE OUT AND GIVE SURPRISE KISSES AND MAKE ALL KINDS OF CRINGEY BF-BF GIFTS AND GIVE IT TO HIM AND SUCK HIS D SOMEDAY BUT JUST WANT TO KISS HIS NECK WHILE HE HOLDS MY HAIR TIGHTLY AND THEN HAVE HIM KISS MY FORHEAD AND PROTECT ME WHEN SOMEONE SAYS SHIT ABOUT ME AND CUDDLE WITH ME WHENEVER I FEEL SAD, I JUST WANNA COOK FOR HIM MAKE HIM MAGGI THE WAY HE LIKES IT AND JUST EAT WITH HIM AND WATCH MOVIES LIKE HSM AND TOY STORY WITH HIM AND HUG HIM AND GIVE HIM BACK HUGS AND GO ON DATES WITH HIM AND GIVE HIM KISSES IN THE BATHROOM SO THAT NO ONE CAN SEE US AND JUST LOVE HIM TO DEATH.
          I JUST WANT TO LIKE HUG HIM SO HARD THAT HE CAN'T BREATHE AND I WANNA PLAYFIGHT WITH HIM AND ATTACK HIM WHEN HE MOCKS ME AND JUST HAVE TICKLING BATTLES I WANT TO GET MAD AT HIM AND HAVE HIM GIVE ME SO MANY GIFTS TO APOLOGIZE AND JUST LOVE HIM AND HANG OUT WITH HIM AT KFC EAT NUGGETS AND THEN HIM SURPRISE ME WITH MERCH AND THEN SAYING THAT I WILL MARRY HIM SOMEDAY AND JUST BE DONESTIC AS FUCK WITH HIM AND JUST LITERALLY KISS HIM SO HARD THAT HE LITERALLY CAN'T BREATHE AND JUST SNUGGLE UP INTO HIS CHEST WHENEVER IM EXHAUSTED OR TIRED AND JUST CUDDLE SLEEP WITH HIM AND THEN WAKE UP TO HIS SMILE AND BREAKFAST IN BED AND THEN SHOWER TOGETHER, WHY CAN'T I HAVE ANY OF THIS, I JUST WANT A MOTHER FUCKING BOYFRIEND. 

kaonashi_NoFace

You prolly imagined it all with Mark Lee ;D
            Its so kwute <3 
            Don't worry hun someday ✊
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i forgot to add this to my previous announcement, but as a continuation to that, I'd just like to say that I won't be updating for a while.The friends who were involved don't know it but I've taken this whole thing pretty hard. Her words hurt me more than anything. I hate myself for feeling this way but I wish that woman nothing but failure and disappointment in life. Only because she's a cruel and hateful person who managed to break 2 people's hearts into a million tiny little pieces with just 1 paragraph of around 25-30 words.
          
          My main aim as of now, is focusing on myself. Trust me guys, I JUST want to get better. Im happy, don't get me wrong. But this betrayal set my creative juices back a good distance.
          
          but dw, im still working on the stories. Im currently too insecure to update or upload literally anything, but I'll be back.
          
          i hate that i have to disappoint my few readers once again, but i just hope you guys can understand that I need to get better before i can dedicate my time to these books.
          
          I love all my readers who make me feel more confident in myself, and I just hope you guys understand and support my decision. 

Yoora_16

@purple_curtains  I am calling you in the evening.. be free
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hi guys!! so, i was finally getting better, but i lost 2 of my closest friends a few hours ago.
          
          one of them said that they wished that our friendship would've lasted but "idc cuz it'll be more peaceful now". This hurt like shit. our friend circle was supposed to be a safe place, where people can make mistakes, repeat them even, without any judgement from opposing ends. because it's okay to make mistakes, it's okay to repeat mistakes. now, there's a difference between repetitive mistakes and repetitive betrayal of trust. i never broke anybody's trust. even down to the last argument, i maintained composure and never said anything bad about anybody. I didn't cuss at anybody.
          
          what did i get in return?
          
          i was cussed at repetitively. all my flaws were pointed out yet again. that friendship was supposed to a safe haven where we could have flaws and no judgement from opposing ends. 
          
          and get this, it wasn't even my own fight. i was helping 2 people solve out their issues and then suddenly I was the bad guy.
          
          i was called stupid, an idiot. told that I can't even use my brain properly.
          
          she ended her rant by typing mic drop and sending a yoongi from mic drop mv gif??? did she think she was being savage? she was being nothing but a dick.
          
          anyway, enough about my fucked life. i want to Apologize for everything, but i figure it's going to take an even longer time come to terms with this betrayal.
          
          hiatus yeet....
          dw, I'll finish both these books before i graduate high school, and I have plenty of time to get better as well. i hope you guys understand. 

purple_curtains

@SOLARrocks it's okay bro, calm down, im fine
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@Moonwaffless thank you so much. I don't feel that'll be necessary because to be completely honest, I don't even care anymore. not the first time I've lost someone super close to me. this hurt a little more because of several reasons. but im okay, thank you for your concern. I've already talked with a friend who was also involved, so don't worry. 
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Yoora_16

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@purple_curtains you are scaring me broo.. what the heck happened and who did this to you?? is this that circle of yours? I swear I am gonna beat the shit out of them if they said anything to you..
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Hi guys, I know I've been really inactive since the last 2 updates. I'm trying my level best to write SOMETHING to upload but I have ZERO inspiration. Quarantine is tough for a social person like me and it started affecting my mental health at some point. It got bad enough for me to spend like an entire week crying myself to sleep. But I feel better now, it's still difficult but I'm getting used to it. My friends are the only people that are responsible for my improving mental health. If any of you are reading this, thank you.
          
          
          The reason why I decided to write this announcement was to let you know that both my books are on indefinite hiatus until I am in a good place mentally and have inspiration. I might still update once or twice throughout my time in hiatus if I am feeling better than usual. All I can do is apologize to my few readers. I appreciate you. I hope I can be a better author in the future, giving all of you the content you deserve. 
          
          
          Now, I want you all to stream Kick It and Ridin!! What's your favorite song on Neo Zone and Reload?? Mine are "Not Alone" and "Puzzle Piece" respectively.
          
          
          Also, prepare yourselves for "Neo Zone: The Final Round". All NCTzens are in imminent danger from this repackage.  Punch is going to be the song of the millenium.