purplerosie8

I have been wondering. If no one got second chapter update notification??? I am dying to know what you guys think of this. Is it bad idea? Should I just stop writing it?
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/414640712

purplerosie8

          
          Ki aitbaar kar lungi tumhara… tum ishq kar paoge kya?
          Main ek alhad si ladki hoon, mujhse pyaar kar paoge kya?
          
          Abhi main kisi ki apni bani bhi nahi,
          Sab mujhe paraya karne ki baat karte hain.
          Maine aaj tak khud ko hi nahi jaana,
          Aur log anjaan ko jaanne ki baat karte hain.
          
          Main zimmedari mein uljhi hoon,
          Seedhe raaston se guzarna bhool gayi hoon.
          Main jaanti hoon aaine mein us shaks ko,
          Lekin woh hai kaun… yeh bhool gayi hoon.
          
          Waqt… mujhse mat poochho,
          Mujhe uski khabar nahi.
          Main yahan hoon zinda,
          Ya yeh meri kabar nahi… samajh nahi aata.
          
          Main kar toh lungi aitbaar tum par,
          Par tumhe murdon se ishq karna aata hai kya?
          
          Iss bawli si ladki ko,
          Tumhe pyaar se apna banana aata hai kya?
          
          …(pause, softer breath)…
          
          Woh kehte hain, khologi nahi dil apna
          toh duniya kaise dekhegi?
          
          Ki jo mera hai, woh chal kar mere paas aayega.
          Main guzarti havaon ka intezaar nahi karti.
          
          Mere dil ka raasta mera rab jaanta hai,
          Main duniya waalon ka aitbaar nahi karti.
          
          
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          I just published "Aitbar expansion" of my story "Unkahe Sach". https://www.wattpad.com/1623610399?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=purplerosie8