pussiefarts
Yk it's hard to find smb who lays it's down good in Wattpad as had as it is in real life
pussiefarts
pussiefarts
Y'all I haven't been on here in so long and my bio is so outdated I'm not even bi fr I was so confused back then ☠️
pussiefarts
@SauceybolaWife no cs I miss this sm literally we all had a Wattpad era and some of us still read on the low
pussiefarts
It's my birthday guys, I officially made it 16 years!!
pussiefarts
Are you guys ballin ballin still bangtan?
pussiefarts
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Hey guys, ima be honest I didn't come on here looking for sympathy or asking for advice. I came on here just to rant and honestly y'all might just skip it.but here it is..
I just idk I haven't been feeling happy latelyI mean yeah I'll smile and stuff but there's always some fucked up shit going on in my head. I'm always doubting myself and putting myself down it's so bad. I cried all morning and I recently started cutting myself againI never had thoughts where I wanted to kill myself because it was never that bad. I thought I was getting better but ig notI literally put a box cutter to my neck this morning and cut myself to the point where I drew blood. I've never done that before. Lifes been to stressful and I wanted to end it all because I was tired of it I still am. I wanted to kill myself . I feel like I'm annoying and everyone hates me. I couldn't believe that I was so ready to take my own life without saying goodbye to anyone. I still wanna do it but I'm to scared. Idk what to do anymore I give up.I'm sick of living through the stress and anxiety. It's to much for me rn. And I hate that I feel this way. I'm so freaking insecure and have to much hate for myself.I wanna overdose in sleeping pills so bad. I hate myself so much
lucifer_is_my_bitch
@pussiefarts i don't know what to tell u sis..just don't hurt yourself...this is coming someone who has been through it too. I understand you are not feeling good but doing won't make u any better. If u are upset come here and rant and talk sis just don't hurt yourself....i used to rant in a book i used to write and it honestly helps...so maybe try it sis....and I think you are really brave and u haven't given up yet and the fact that you wrote this message and you tried to open up about your struggles is the proof of your strength and that you will come out of it♡♡♡ but it will always be u sis. U are your own saviour. Put yourself above everything else and never ever feel ashamed to reach out or open up about ur struggles.
MistressOP
Yo LB, thank you for adding Fixing Noah to your reading list. Hope you enjoy the story.
pussiefarts
Guys I need some advice... so basically my close friend is having a sweet 16 birthday party and she was going to have a suprise dance and basically she asked me and my other friends to be in it and Im not small and skinny and in the dance you need to be lifted up and sit on the boys lap but I'm a little insecure about my body and my friend doesn't know but they keep saying thi is like I need to lose weight and told me to stop eating bc I'll not be able to fit my dress by the end of the year...
I really wanna quit bc at this point I feel forced to lose weight fast and I have a really hard time with that and I'm really sensitive about my weight to the point where I starve myself but I don't wanna quit bc she's my friend and I don't wanna let her down but I really just don't wanna do it. Mentally and physically I just don't feel good about myself and we already started the dance practice. I don't know what to do I really hate my body and wanna be skinny but I'm already starving myself I don't wanna feel more forced to try and lose weight faster. So if anybody has some advice pls give some :]
Aurela33
@pussiefarts honestly your feelings are valid and if your truly feeling uncomfortable with how they treating you about your weight you shouldn't do it. You shouldn't surround yourself with this negative energy. If you feel healthy then theres no reason you should loose weight everyone's different and shouldn't loose the weight to make people around you happy. Again if your uncomfortable don't do it, I'm saying since I suffer for ED and I don't think I'd want that for you. I say drop them, they don't seem like friend. Stay happy thougg
pussiefarts
@XxCreamyDreamxX thank you but its very hard when you have people constantly reminding me I'm bigger than everyone else I've had people tell me they are just being dramatic and I'm not that big but then the people closest to me always say otherwise but I'm fine I don't care what people think but at the same time my feelings are being hurt but I always told myself I'll be fine since I'm almost 18. Thank you for your kind words ❤
pussiefarts
@Hadesqueen17 thank you and no it's ok you didn't come off as rude, I did what you suggested and talked to her about it but my other friends think I'm being dramatic which I kinda understand but she told me if I didn't feel comfortable she would change it but I decided to just give it a try.
iluvbikers
HELP- UR USERNAME LMAO
Kayley_LOVE
Everything Pink are you going to update it?
pussiefarts
I think it’s time I start updating sorry guys but I’ve been extremely busy with school. We just finished state testing
pussiefarts
Omg we did all and it was the hardest thing in my life, I just guessed everything I haven’t payed attention all year
-gottastayready
I’m about to start state testing again next weekend I think it’s for math. We already did ELA