pranpriye

Imagine it feels like you are always searching for someone or something to depend on. It doesn’t matter whether it’s a living being or a non-living thing, a person or even a show or sports. You just need something that can distract you from your overthinking and your loneliness.but whenever that thing you depended on leaves you or disappears from my life, living starts to feel even more hollow making you feel so broken hearted and weak .and To be honest, this dependency is only making you weaker but you can't help.
          
          Now you are already trapped in it how will you overcome it , can you tell me your opinion on it !?

Bleeding blue 
          And the curse ended here❤️

@GullarDeep i genuinely wish you find the strengths to heal yourself and move forward. For me though, leaving someone who loves was way harder than moving on from someone who broke ny heart. Bcz at least you get to blame that person. Who do i blame but myself? I am tue villain. I broke his heart. And i can't even ask if he's okay. Bcz i know i will melt. And he has his walls so up high, he doesn't talk to anyone, doesn't share his pain or sorrows with anyone. So i know he will be as lonely as me. And i can't do anything about it.

@lazzybooks ❤️

@pyaarihu the fact is the first time he walked away, it was easy bcz he did not feel anything. The december one, he said i love you too to the first time i said i love you to him. Everytime we have parted ways we have found each other back. But this time it doesn't seem to be. And i am going to trust my God on this. If he is written for me, i will find my way to him no matter which road i take. And if he isn't written for me, it wouldn't matter how many roads i take, he won't become mine. So i am gonna trust universe and focus my energy on healing and my religious practice.

@lazzybooks Of course it is normal. The only extraordinary thing is finding the strength to move forward with it.yes, maybe the first time he chose to walk away should have been the final goodbye. But you still chose, you waited and even now, when you met him, it felt complete in its own way. I'm really proud of you for finally taking the initiative, for choosing yourself and letting yourself lead. You are brave, You are beautiful, And you deserve peace❤️

@seeminkook *kissi kissi* aap tan permanent ho gyi an ab mere account ton

@lazzybooks idk why i said everything here. Mkst prob bcz i don't have friends i can talk too. No one. And you made it feel like grief was normal. Thank you

@pyaarihu went to meet him today. The guy i have loved for 3 years. To tell him, ki do din me bio data ban jaega. Will have to marry my parent's choice as he is from other caste. Agar parents maan bhi jaate to we would not have been compatible, religious lifestyle choices. I knew this, he knew it somewhere too, but finally putting a stop to it? Telling him it was our last meeting, he didn't even know it. The registration on his face....  i haven't stopped crying. Didn't even hug him bcz we were meeting at our bachelor's clg and we knew we would breakdown. He wanted to click a pic together. Never did in 3 years. But today he wanted to, and i said no, bcz it would be too painful and it would be impossible to move on. I came back, went to gym, came home, ate. Mechanical. This is the third time. Third time we have parted ways. April, 2023 bcz he didn't feel anything and was moving away and wanted to focus on his career. December, 2024 went to meet him in the city he was to tell him baba ko achanak ek rishte ki baat aayi hai so might have to meet him. Feb, 2026 bcz finally we have run out of time.

@PriyaSingh338226 oh pranpriye thank you for loving my stories❤️