pychohale
It do be my birthday
pychohale
pychohale
WHY am I having anxiety about the books I packed UGH. I packed them bc I still loved them but some were unfinished series (meaning I haven’t bought some of the books yet) but the anxiety I’m having is that I kept some books on my book table that I haven’t finished the series of either but I loved (I have two asoiaf books, Peter Pan, one narnia book, one Tolkien and like one that could be read as a stand alone) but why am I feeling bad for not keeping like my twilight books bc I had them all but twilight — pls kyll me
y0urb0nes
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@pychohale not you off your meds lol. i can understand that though. i’m in the same boat with the books in a box. just moved and have to put everything up and i haven’t looked in the box but I’m scared they’re creased or some shit
pychohale
@y0urb0nes girl I’ve been having so much and the thing is I DIDNT GET RIDE IF THEM they are just packed away in my closet bc I don’t have a book shelf yet all I have is a table I’ve set some of my fav books on. It’s mad crazy, plus add I just pulled myself of my anxiety/ocd/depression meds like two weeks ago the anxiety is crazier LOL
y0urb0nes
GIRL i thought i was the only one who gets anxiety over books lol . i cannot bear to part with ANY of them. finished and unfinished.
pychohale
anxiety is SO fun
pychohale
I wanna make vid edits again omg
pychohale
went outside again today :p did small shopping and had lunch and a doctors appointment.
pychohale
I can’t believe I am 25 and have only had one job in my life and that was only because my mom got it for me and it was two years ago. I’m sick a loser and a failure
pychohale
@prcttyodd sadly I only held that job from the end on Nov to I think Jan lol I wish it had been two years!
prcttyodd
look at it in a positive way: you’ve held a job for two years!!! that is NOT nothing. I’ve struggled with myself because I waited to go back to college, only to realize life is so much better once we stop comparing ourselves to others. Nobody is the judge on when things should be done in life, we all move at different speeds!!!
cIayevans
miss you love you!!
pychohale
If I wasn’t afraid of dying idk I’d be here tbh — everyone irl would be so much better without me tbh
pychohale
hi everyone! I hope you’re doing well, I love all of you
pychohale
lol so the third day no depression/ocd med, sad a poo but I just deep cleaned my room ( I have been very depressed for SO LONG even now and I had let so much stuff build up where I looked like a hoarder fr and so much dust and spider webs that I’ve got most all basically clean (I am WAY outta shape so by the end I couldn’t do anymore so I didn’t get the clutter of my clothing dresser or behind my tv dresser so there be dust and spider webs lol) but I have packed most of my books (I have no book shelf only a table) and I have kept out my hp and pjo first two series along with a few extra books (two asoiaf books and a marvel book about loki, my fellowship of the ring first book, and a few musk books I like and my divergent series but I’ve packed all the rest which were only one of series or a series missing a book (sue me for keeping the asoiaf, fellowship and my one chronicle of narnia book but I do be loving them lol I’ll get the rest of the series hopefully soon) but I packed the rest till I get a bookshelf or we move to a better place haha.
This was so long winded but I am having mad anxiety/ocd thought that I need to speak and I have been so depressed that I haven’t really left the house for years and have zero irl friends lol.