pyeolkun__
my body has gotten weaker, it feels like a challenge to breathe because when I do, I almost throw up
pyeolkun__
pyeolkun__
I'm too tired to even keep on going I may just commit suicide
ressispeses
Please don’t! People care abt you, I promise! I’m begging you, su!s!de isn’t the way to go..!
pyeolkun__
I'm learning about Romeo and Juliet and so now I want to make a fanfiction that is basically in the same root as Romeo and Juliet story plot line but I sadly cant because I'm too busy now these days
pyeolkun__
Funny how I don't like to see the sight of mayo because of the dare that made me hate it
(Context : I had told myself if I missed less than 5 times on intense voice of hatsune miku, I would eat a spoonful of mayo, and well that happened so I did it and I almost threw up)
pyeolkun__
I had no day off where I could just go home and play on my phone, I had practice Monday , had to go to town so we could pay our rent Tuesday , had practice today , have practice tomorrow , have to stay Friday since I have to help set up for homecoming , and go dress shopping for the dance Saturday. ughhhh I have no break at all :(((
pyeolkun__
I bought some hand warmers or sleeves however u call them, bcs a. this is the last gift im ever going to give to my mother, and b. i want to sh on my arm so this is a good idea to hide it
ressispeses
Ooo arm warmers are so cuteee! I wish I had some. :3 And pls don’t use them to hide ur sh, well jst try not to do sh in the first place… but yeah, and I’m so sry that ur struggling I hope you get better soon. <33 (Sry if this jst sounds weird r smth… idk how to help you, but I rlly want to. And.. ig that’s all, idk, but ily and i hope you get better soon! ❤️)
pyeolkun__
it's been awhile since i last came up to check on you guys... how have you guys been?
novajoeling5303
@pyeolkun__ not very good tbh, but i hope you’re doing fine, or if you’re not i hope you’ll feel better soon. /gen
pyeolkun__
It's funny, I can't hold a pill anymore without thinking back to the time where I almost died because of overdose.
Anyways I think I was almost SA'd as a kid by my own father, but that's just a theory I won't talk much about cs I have zero proof, but oh well
ressispeses
You actually tried to od!!?? I mean I’m so happy you’re alive- but why did you even try?! (I’m so sorry if this comes off as aggressive or offensive (ect..) but it’s not my intentions to make it sound that way… I’m jst rlly worried abt u and all I want is the best for u… And one day, I hope you get the best thing ever.. but for now, pls don’t end ur life there’s so much more in life than what you’ve experienced.. if ur gone.. smby will miss you. You might not know who they are, or why they might miss you, right now but someone in your life CARES abt you. <3)
pyeolkun__
its been a week, how are you guys doing? hope you guys had a great christmas, I wont be on here for longer, but I'll be checking on you guys so I can at least talk w you all.
take care!
pyeolkun__
byeeeee am leaving this app bcs why not???
take care!!
