I want to be mysterious and honest;
I want to be loved and hated not liked;
I want people to take my meanness and realize that is the real me without the kindness mirage.
I want a lot but get so little and am still happy about it.
I want to be heard, but not seen.
I want to impossible to be me.
I want and want, but never take;
I give and give and blindly receive.
I hope you understand,
I fear if you do.
I’m your rabbit hole.
I’m my own Alice.
And my own Big Hero
No more fairytale maddens and princess blindness, only Jim Hawkin’s plain smart and kindness.
And Beth Harmon’s construction.
Let me bring you to Neverland.
ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ