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My friend just looked at me and said "sorry, I couldn't hear you over the internal monologue" and all I couldn't think was "am I reading a wattpad story right now????"

Every year when the IAR test come around and the teacher's are like, "we need to be practicing. We need to be ready. Don't stress it, but do not take this lightly," I get sick and I miss a day or two of school. Which is sad because I enjoy the test, but next week we have the IAR test and my nose is running and my throat hurts. I'm dying. 

Ever like someone so much that you can't help but hate yourself??
          
          Or is it just me and my fucked up head.