coming back here is really nostalgic.
its 2023 and im back, not to write anymore though. i got A-levels coming up next year, and am preparing.
there are still SO so many books that i saved during my crazy wattpad ao3 phase. taking a step back a bit from the present and visiting this site that had been a huge part of my life ever since, i loved this comfort place. my library full of ongoing and apparently stalled or discontinued books, and rereading those fanfics really got me tearing up. my bnha, bsd and haikyuu phase, especially. it's so awesome to be here once again, even though im not writing anything anymore, or at least anytime soon.
oh, and 2022 really changed me. got to play genshin in 14th of february, and from there on my character development went BOOM. life felt amazing.
i wish i couldve been here along the way. but it's a phase. and im back in this phase.
the amount of authors who went on a hiatus, or disappeared completely with no updates on their profile, i never realised how their writings became a part of me.
and i feel glad, but sad at the same time. this place is a library full of old memories.
life's improving now, perhaps. i wish i can go back in time though, back when i first read these fanfictions that now turned out to be one of my most cherished.
rereading those got me the feels. back then when i was too fascinated by the amount of authors i looked up to. although now i set myself a path without literacy, i loved writing.
my life is improving, and im determined to keep it that way.
i can be online at times. sometimes even commenting on others' works. but i dont think i'll be writing, and once i graduate, i'll need to let go of this place. so i want to make the most of it here.
i wish every of the authors a great life.
