qelzpi

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i actually think theres something wrong with me cus i find like comfort(?) kinda not exactly its like i need to see this stuff but these stuff are genuinely so fucked up and most people say its a response to trauma / coping mechanism from something that happened during your childhood but like nothing bad happened during mine so am i an absolute fucking weirdo or is there something else going on idk

qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee <3
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MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi hey theres two ways to respond to trauma, hyper remembrance and completely forgetting for your own sake. Its okay if you dont remember :3
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qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee no worries i was just joeking sorry if it seemed like i wanted you or someone to reply :sob: but like I cant exactlly remember things that traumatized me and it makes me feel like ive been lying to myself and just want to be special idk thanks tho for some conformation that im not going insane haha
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qelzpi

this message may be offensive 
i actually think theres something wrong with me cus i find like comfort(?) kinda not exactly its like i need to see this stuff but these stuff are genuinely so fucked up and most people say its a response to trauma / coping mechanism from something that happened during your childhood but like nothing bad happened during mine so am i an absolute fucking weirdo or is there something else going on idk

qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee <3
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MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi hey theres two ways to respond to trauma, hyper remembrance and completely forgetting for your own sake. Its okay if you dont remember :3
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qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee no worries i was just joeking sorry if it seemed like i wanted you or someone to reply :sob: but like I cant exactlly remember things that traumatized me and it makes me feel like ive been lying to myself and just want to be special idk thanks tho for some conformation that im not going insane haha
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qelzpi

watch great pretender now guys i love great pretender i love it so much im gonna bust everywhere hahahhahahahha

qelzpi

@yalikejazz1_1 hhuahauhahaahahaahuauhahahuauhauha great pretender ahhehehehehueuhhuahuahuahuhuhuehuehuahuahu
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yalikejazz1_1

@qelzpi heheheheh great pretender heheheheheheh
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qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee yes yes yes hahaha yes yes hahaahaahahaha
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qelzpi

i like my acne and acne scars. i think of it as a big part of me that i should not let go. obviously there are times where i wish i had clear skin but thats just boring yk at least my face has some pizazz :3 
          
          i just hope i’ll find someone who wont care about my looks

qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee fank yew
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MethInTweeksCoffee

i think they’re cute! They add so much character to your face.
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qelzpi

he is a part of me that i will never forget and keep hidden down inside me until it’s safe to come out. i wish i could give him the life he deserves. he would be so disappointed in me if he saw me now.

MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi I love you always and forever!! Ill always be here for uuu <333
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qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee you dont know how much this actually means to me i love you so much
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MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi You're one of the strongest people I've ever met. I know you could if you were under the right circumstances but it's not safe for you to start that journey yet. That's not your fault by any means. Once you're out, and safe I know damn well you'll be able to fight with everything you've got, and win! It's gonna be a long, tiring battle but I know you can push through it.
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qelzpi

i love venting then deleting it, it makes me feel so devious

qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee weal muahahhahahaahha
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MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi y'know?
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MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi real i feel so sigma like 'you will never know the real me *heart break.**Alpha emoji.*
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qelzpi

i love my friends so much i wish i could spent every dime on you guys i love you guys so freaking much liek if i even won the lottery i WOULD give like 100k(minimum) to each of u guys i wish i could get u guys every gift you ever imagined

qelzpi

@yalikejazz1_1 stop i love u so mcuh more <3333
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yalikejazz1_1

@qelzpi chat i love you so much you acctualy dont understand how much you mean to me, you are the reason i was able to make it through grade 7 cause i legit thought that was the end. I would give you everything if you asked<33(also oppies kinda late)
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qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee nuh uh u deserve it 10000000000000 TIMES MOREEEEEEEE GRRRRR
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qelzpi

temporary labels guys check them out in my bio and dont forget to like and subscribe ahahhahaha

MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi kk
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qelzpi

@MethInTweeksCoffee em yah i gus
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MethInTweeksCoffee

@qelzpi kk!! Still she/him? Or diff pronouns? :3
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