Venting again cus y’all are my friends
It’s so sad how I find comfort in tv shows,characters or even books and then I get so sad when it ends bc then it’s just me there existing. I hate myself so much I just can’t anymore I feel so sad and lonely songs are the only thing I have rn to comfort me bc not even my own family give me attention I could stop talking and they won’t notice. I hate that I find comfort in stranger things all the fuckinf time and then when it end I have to wait again again and then I’m just sad again. If people can’t make me feel better then I guess stupid fanfics will