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Random fact :- i am really scared of rapist, stalker, murderer even more than a ghost, just had a bad dream 
          
          Hope everyone out there stay safe and be carefully

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!! 80TH INDEPENDENCE  DAY MY INDIAN 

You need comfort and positivity in your life whenever you feel down or too overwhelmed. It's natural to look for comfort from the people close to us. But sometimes it's different. There are people out there who care and show up during your worst moments. They try to calm you down, offer kind words, and tell you to stay positive and maintain a positive mindset. They keep telling you not to overthink without any reason. You are told to stay calm, stay positive, act normal, and not do anything that could make things worse. But those same kind and comforting words and actions can feel frustrating to you at that moment. You may feel suffocated, irritated, angry, frustrated, and overwhelmed. And the reason is simple and completely normal.
          
          The reason is that you want people to tell you that your emotions are real and that they make sense because you have been hurt in many ways. Your feelings are valid, and the state you are in is slowly eating you up. You just want people to see your real struggle, the one you can't show them because you are the only one who truly feels it. You can't even explain it to them because sometimes words aren't enough to describe what is actually happening, what you have become, and what you are turning into. You want people to see what has made you this way. You want them to see the reasons behind that pretending face of yours. You want people to tell you, "Yes, we can see it. It isn't easy to handle all of this. You are brave for going through it. Your pain can't be fully described, but it can be seen in the way you have become so good at pretending that everything is okay."
          
          You want people to first notice that something has happened and is still happening, and that it has reached a point where you have started pretending that nothing hurts anymore. But deep inside, the silent battle is at its peak. You are a warrior fighting alone. Let me tell you, you deserve to be seen, heard, and comforted.

I hope wattpad dont erase my accounements,  because  I only write once in a blue moon

Listen, it's my opinion  
          Blackpink at this point should disband , cause there is no energy like before and i have been there , the mental fatigue and all but they are still not happy together or they want to get global or smth 
          
          Like genuinely jisoo was the only person was really looking forward to meet all 3 members , at one point I even thought  maybe they will come back as usual blackpink 
          
          I became thier fan in 2019 , yes and not gonna lie it was peak , to me bts was not even as popular to me than blackpink but after that solos and long starvation of some songs , there solo songs are good tho ngl but there not any energy that I would used to feel when I was just pre teen having some exciting feeling when looking at them like there were colour's at kpop but now it's  just gone downhill tbh , it just some brain rot shit lyrics with catchy music , and again some music are good tho but there is not a vibe which I really used to enjoy even though , I still enjoy the music but can say surely I will get that exciting feeling again while looking at the kpop as i used to before 
          
          My head just hurts to see underwhelming energy at the live

@HOEKAI_ thanks

GUYS , WATCHING NEWJEANS COMEBACK WITHOUT DANI FEELS INCOMPLETE  BUT CONGRATULATIONS FOR THE REST OF THE MEMBERS TO MADE IT OUT WITH THAT NASTY THINGS 
          
          LETS SUPPORT NEWJEANS ❤️

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GUYS PLEASE GUYS ITS MY REQUEST 
          TELL ME ONE ENEMIES TO LOVERS THAI BL , WHICH DOESN'T  HAVE ANY SENSELESS STORYLINE AND ACTUALLY  GOOD SATISFIED EPISODES

Howz life?