Just a small vent:
I have been trying to shift to meet him, it doesn't work, I just need his comfort, but it hurts a lot, he's not real, just from a movie, I have seen HOURS here reading stories about them, just to realize, I will never be able to see him, it really hurts, and i'm here sobbing, hurting, and trying to shift, to get an embrace from them, I just want to see him. But, I can't, he's fiction, and i'm.. here.