Dearest readers,
It's been a while, hasn't it? I hope you've been well.
I know I dropped off of the face of the earth for a while. So... there's a lot to unpack.
My life was kinda very much very messy lately. It still is. So many things have changed, a lot for the better and some for the worst — I gained a lot, I lost a lot. One very long chapter of my life has closed, but another very exciting one is about to open, and right now I'm just living in the in-between. I won't go into much detail, seeing as I am a pretty private person, as I always have been.
To summerise, I was going through a lot, and I never really got back into writing. My stories, which I had all planned out to publish and share seemed to rot away. I was incapable of writing a single word. So, the debate arose: did I want to hang on to Wattpad or not? Delete this account which I've had for years or keep it, unused? I wasn't publishing anything, and if I read online, it was on AO3. I was close to doing it tbh.
But lately, after a lot of reflecting, I have decided against it. This app made me build lifelong connections and get in contact with wonderfully talented people. I don't want to give that up. I don't want to give up writing fics, either.
So, I won't.
I'll go at my own pace this time. No more jumping in headfirst just because I'm excited. No more forcing myself to write for others, but for me. Just me. And I want to share my joy and works with you all, once I'm ready.
I won't be as active here as I once used to be, seeing as I am a lot more busy than I used to be, but I'll try my best.
Thank you to those who stayed. Thank you for your kindness and patience.
Lots of love,
Queenie
