"Tinted rainbow filled thoughts flow through  my head as tears run down my shameful face. I'm ashamed of myself for being myself I cry. I lick the tears from my red lipsticked lips i created to hide my hideousness. And I taste something delicious? Different? Weird? I didn't know. I just know I liked it. I licked the blood off my lips. It tasted like revenge. Revenge for all of the hatred and humiliation I received through my life. And god. It tasted sweet."

I'm weird and dark sometimes. 

lady gaga is my savor, role model and inspiration and well yeah I don't know what to say anymore. so read and stuff. 

:* kisses- t