queenieasabeanie
Since I’m seeing Queen and AL in less than 3 weeks I’m having a breakdown where I’m screaming, “IM NOT WORTHY!” in my room whenever I think about it because I’m going to be near Brian, Roger, Freddie, and Deaky’s(in spirit) presence. Is that normal?
queenieasabeanie
@shes_a_killah_queen UR SO CUTTTEEEE OMFG! DONT CRY! I was tearing just thinking about it! Ik it’s literally home. I literally rambled lol. Thanks for listening it means a lot :D
queenieasabeanie
@shes_a_killah_queen There’s so much more to be said but I wish I could go back to that moment where all was beautiful and all I felt was freedom that Queen’s music has always given me now and the rest of my life. The pictures will be shown to my future family and even my future nieces and nephews. I’ll never forget 10/13/23, ever. I’m so sorry that was so long, I had to cut it to parts lolol
queenieasabeanie
@shes_a_killah_queen But a core memory was my sister and me cuddling during LOML. I was tearing up, crying, but we were swaying, and I felt so much love in that moment, I have never experienced something like that, I didn’t think I’d ever do it, because it felt like a movie. I was in a place I knew i was welcome and I let my family step into the world of my found family and most important inspiration. The drive there was so fun we were singing Queen and I was telling them the stories of the boys who grew up with me in a way, and got through one of the toughest times in my life without me knowing yet. I of course cried for John, screamed that I miss him and loved him, I don’t care where he is, I just want to know he’s at ease because he gave me the peace that he deserves. I grieved after I left.