@IamAFreeABird yesss bcs of covid i was required to work from home. And after finishing my job and in between Zoom meetings i listen to music app named Joox, same like Spotify, but cheaper. And then this ads came out with song snippet "We're only getting older baby ~~~", and i was like, well i kinda know this song but i haven't heard it for a while. And i search the lyrics then Night Changes by 1D came out. And then I remembered that one time my sis sort of crying bcs my dad don't want to buy her 1D perfume in 2013 (i ended up bought it for her) and i was like oohhh so this is the band that my sis been crying, so what's so special abt it. Then i clicked on Night Changes mv. I fell in love with Zayn right then and there, all smitten but with Harry i feel intimidated by him idk why. Others i just don't care. Then i search about the love of my life that is Zayn on google. Found one article that he and Harry never really spoke while in the band, so he didn't really expect anything from him. Found Zarry Documentary and other Zarry YT channel. The rest is history lol. That was a long ass answer!!! Hahaha I'm just excited!