Mars

Guys it’s been over a year since I’ve been on this account what the hell… the last time I posted I had a gf, was in secondary school, and hated my life but now I’m single, am in college, and I’m THRIVING. Whag the skib 

You ever wanna kys and then remember like 'oh shit I can't kms I have an exam on thursday' LMFAO

Might kms for real this time, can't deal with this shit anymore 

Yeah we're officially done 

Had a dream about Ashley and I actually feel fucking sick to my stomach. I was so happy in the dream - Me, Ashley and Erissa were hanging out, having a sleepover, and just having a ton of fun. It hurts to think back to it, which I'd pathetic cuz it was just a dream.

You ever just hate someone so much you honestly couldn't give two fucks about their trauma? Like oh okay, your dad left you for another family.. right.. that doesn't give you an excuse to be a fucking abusive, manipulative, pedophilic cunt

I think I understand Ashley a bit more now 

Idk if I see myself living to my q6th birthday icl.. or even living until the start of my gcses (which are like 20 days away what the fuck) Idk things are getting bad again (Whoopsie haven't vented on here in a while)

I'm so in love with my girlfriend - She honestly makes everything worth it. To think I'm gonna actually meet her in July is fucking crazy.. After 2 ½ years I'll be able to see her pretty face in person, hear her pretty voice in person, gibe her princess treatment IN PERSON. It's so surreal to think about but I'm so excited. I don't know what i did in my past life to have karma this good but the Buddha has treated me with the best fucking girlfriend I could ever ask for <33 I want a future with her. An actual future. She's the only person I've ever sat and actually been able to picture a future with.. Oh my god I'm  so in love with her. @queer4zai i love you so so so much, princess <33

@queer4zai Im sorry I don't have many words right now but please know I appreciate this more than anything