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Yes, I’m cringey. Yes, I use this app to vent sometimes. 

I was googling hunted hotels on my laptop and then I got a notification that have 5 viruses and a high risk of something. I’m kind of freaking out.

I mademy Mom cry. I have never hated myself more than I do know. I made her cry because I tried to manipulate her. I've done it so much that I didn't realize I was doing it until she confronted me. She doesn't deserve a kid like me, she deserves a better daughter. All she as ever given me is love and support. I don't deserve her love. I fucking hate myself.

I want to do better, I want to be better. But I don't try hard enough.

The years feel like they're going by so fast. I don't even feel like I'm living my life. I haven't felt excitement, or true happiness in what feels like forever. I wish things would go back to how they were when I was younger, when I was a little kid. I little kid who was happy, a little kid who was pure, innocent, and kind. I just feel like I've grown up too fast. I don't wanna live like this anymore. I'm 13, I'm young, I should be enjoying my youth, I shouldn't be feeling like this, I'm still a kid, but I don't feel like one. I don't know what to do, I'm scared. I don't want the years to roll by, and then the next thing you know I'm a grown adult, who feels like they never lived their life. I just have to let this out. Mom, I'm sorry. I love you so much.

I'm at a party. I'm supposed to be having fun. But I'm not. Instead, I'm acting like a lonely bitch.

I miss the old me a lot. But, I don't think they're coming back.

I hate school

was watching a video from 2018 of top 5 Herobrine sightings, and then the lights went out and my heart stopped. Turns out there's a power outage in my neighborhood.

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