Sterling

Also an update on my miraculous fic. I still want to work on it. I just got kinda behind on the most recent season so i feel like what i write won’t make sense. Once I’m caught up I’ll resume 

I’ve been having such bad fanxiety lately. Stray kids announcing that they’re headlining lolla has not helped :’) i cannot justify a vip 4day pass just to see them on top of flight and hotel. Literally miserable rn if they don’t come to my state I’ll cease to exist 

IF I DONT GET TO SEE STRAY KIDS THIS YEAR IM ACTUALLY GOING TO COMBUST

So I’ve been in a situationship for almost a year now. I feel defeated. Frustrated. I’ve wanted to throw in the towel so many times but then I get the slightest glimmer of hope. I need someone to slap me across the face and tell me to just let them go. Indifference is DISINTEREST. If they wanted to they would. I know these things by heart and yet here I am. Checking every few minutes for a response. I just want to be loved. 

I just don’t ever feel good enough 

Reposted ch. 1 of my iwaoi story. Experimenting with third and first person so there’s two versions :) i currently have 45 pre written chapters. Would love if you checked it out :’) 
          
          

Got into it with a friend the other day over this so maybe you can help me settle the debate:
          
          Do you prefer third person or first person fics???? 

Posted the first five chapters of the IWAOI story I’ve been working on ::::): going to post ch.6 soon also. She’s a bit slow to start but i promise it’ll be worth it ;;;;)

I really like haikyuu as well! (>ᴗ<)
          
          Ps: nice bio!